Late that night as everyone was asleep I at up thinking about the situation I'm in. I have no clue what to make of it let alone how to fix it. I sought out this crazy plan two weeks ago to find acceptance, and a loving family apparently I got way more than I barganed for. How the hell am I gonna get out of this? I've been in stickier situations but this situation is like gum on the bottom of my shoe. No matter how hard I scrape away its always going to be there. Shit what am I going to do? Should I just suck it up and do the "right" thing and talk to them? I don't want the guys to be angery at me though.
I sighed heavily, "why is life so difficult."
I looked up at the clock it was 3:30 a.m.
"Happy birthday to me," I whispered to myself.
Its officially May 3rd which means that its my birthday. I really don't know what regular people do on their birthday but for the past 22 years somehow my parents had made me regret the day. While other kids opened presents, ate cake, and had all their friends surrounding them. I had been beaten, called stupid, useless, and other names and if there was a chance it was happy. Its usually spent with me alone listening to music; my parents weren't home a lot once I turned 15. I could've ran away then but I knew I'd get caught brought home and face even more beating. How I survived I don't know, well I guess I do know music was the thing that kept me alive more specifically Fall Out Boy. Listening to myself talk about how music saved me sounds so cliche but it is true I wouldn't be alive without it and I woudn't want to.
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The Falling Out Girl
Fiksi PenggemarEmma was dealt a bad hand in life growing up in an abusive household. She wanted to get away from it all so one day she had a crazy idea to sneak on, the people who kept her alive, Fall Out Boy's tour bus and live with them. Will she finally have th...
