Chapter Twenty Seven
I Did It To Protect You
Joanna's POV
"I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick of living. Everyone treats me like shit... I just want to be done with living. But why should I give up my life? I'm not the one who ruined it. That jack ass Cameron did. Why should I suffer for his mistake of messing with me?..." I said slamming my hands on the sink. "Exactly... I shouldn't.... that's why he's going to pay. I need to stop him before he fucks over anyone else. Especially Jesse. He has potential in him." I smirked at myself through the mirror. "Heh... he's done for." I smiled sickly and grabbed my knife if the counter.
Cautiously I exited the bathroom and headed toward Cameron's room. Looking around and behind me I made sure I wasn't being followed. I stopped in front of Cameron's door and took a deep breath. "This is it..." I crack all my knuckles ready for a fight. I hesitated to knock on the door and then just did it. Three sharp knocks on his door seemed right.
"Who is it?" I heard Cameron's soft voice. Obviously he didn't know it was me.
"It's me, Joanna." I heard a sharp sigh on the other side of the door.
The deadbolt on the inside of the door creaked as he unlocked it. The door opened quickly with Cameron peaking out putting his arm on the frame. "What!..." he said sharply.
"I just want to talk. I want to apologize." I said sounding sincere. He smirked and chuckled moving out of the way of the doors frame to let me in. "Thank you." I stepped into his room and seated myself on one of his chairs. I've never been in Cameron's room... the rectangular room felt awkward to me. The room felt too cold. Even though he has a fire going. Two chairs, a table in between them, a fireplace centered across the table, a bed in the corner of the room, and a wardrobe across from the end of the bed against the wall. I never imagined his room to be like this. Don't know what I would have imagined it to be... but, just not this.
He seated himself on the chair across from mine putting his legs up on the table. "What do you want Joanna. You never come to me for anything. I doubt you're here to apologize. You know I'm not stupid." He smirked and played with his bottom lip with his fingers.
"You're right. I'm not here to apologize." I admitted. "I miss you..." I said.
"Oh?" He asked confused.
"I want you back... I miss when we were together..." I said falsely.
"Ah~" he laughed and just looked at me. "The man who despises gays want to be gay himself." He chuckled standing up walking behind me. "Oh wait," he bent down whispering in my ear. "You already are gay." I took a deep breath and just kept looking forward.
His hands gripped my shoulders. "I am Cameron. But I'm only gay for you though... it hurts me to see you with Jesse. I want you. I want you the way you use to give yourself to me. I miss that... I crave that again..." my lies are seeming to be too good to be true to him.
"And you're feeling like this all the sudden?" He asked starting to get suspicious.
I stood up and walked toward him. I placed my hand on his chest touching him gently. "I've been feeling like this. I've been this way for so long Cameron." I slowly drug my hand down his chest to the button of his pants. "I want you again." I smirked pushing him onto his bed. "Please." I said smiling at him innocently.
"What's gotten into you." He said hesitantly touching my arm.
"Nothing..." I said climbing onto him. "I just... want you again..." I pushed him down into the bed and leaned in to kiss him.
His arm grabbed my shoulder pushing me away. "Something's up Joanna..." he said cautiously. "This isn't-" I ended up cutting him off by kissing him. I pulled away and he had closed his eyes. Slowly he opened them. "Like you..." he finished his sentence, his eyes getting softer towards me.
"Can we do it like we used to Cameron?..." I begged pushing my hands up and down his chest. "Like we used too?..." brushing my lips against his neck I kissed his skin gently.
"Y-you... want to tie me up?..." he said shakily.
I smirked and gripped both of his wrist pinning them down above him. "Mmm... yes..." I removed my belt and slipped his hands through the metal bars on his bed. Tightly I wrapped his hands together in an X cross. He couldn't get his hands out from that even if he was trying as hard as he could. I smirked down at him. He looked turned on. I could definitely feel it under me. I chuckled softly and leaned down kissing him. His eyes closed and his lips locked onto mine. I couldn't help but laugh.
He pulled away. "Why are you laughing?..." he asked.
"You're just really fucking hot." I said trying to keep my cool. He nodded his head and licked his lips. I leaned back down and kissed him. I made sure his eyes were closed and slowly reached behind my back grabbing my dagger. I bit his lip and kissed him deeply while I slowly raised my arm. Softly he moaned, I bit his lip again and pulled away. Quickly I thrust my arm downward into his chest. His body jerked as the knife penetrated his lung.
He started heaving and gasping for air. Slowly he looked down at the wound and then looked up at me. "J-J-Joanna..." he squeaked.
"Sorry Cameron. I have to protect Jesse... I knew you just wanted his money. I'm not letting you fuck him over like you did to me." Motionlessly he laid there gasping for air. After a few minutes he stopped making noise and his eyes rolled back slightly. Shakily you saw his chest rising. I stepped off of him and picked up one of his shirts wiping the blood off my dagger. I looked over at him from my shoulder and smiled as I examined my clean shining blade. "It was nice doing business with you." Making my way towards the door I threw the shirt I wiped my dagger with in the fire. The stained T-shirt got engulfed by the flames of the fire, never to be seen again.
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