The Words I Never Got To Say (EXO D.O. fanfic)

Chapter 20: Falling Slowly

Chapter Twenty

*Continuing from last chapter*

Me: D.O....

D.O.: Yeah?

Me: Have you ever thought about falling in love with your best friend?.........

.......I have.......

I oh so quietly whispered.

D.O.: Hm... not really haha... why?

Me: Oh, uh nothing... I just.... was wondering... hah..

I gave him an awkward laugh.

D.O.: We should get going. It's getting late.

Me: Yeah... we should... *sigh*

I just couldn't confess. I couldn't... I just gave him a hint but I hope that he doesn't figure out...

D.O. dropped me off at my house and left. I entered my house, drank a glass of water then went to my room and laid down on my bed thinking.... Why am I like this? I want to tell him so badly but... He would never, never like me.

I wiped my tears and wrote down my feelings on a notebook.

Do Kyung Soo, my best friend. Why am i like this? I wonder If you would ever like me... You wouldn't, I know... you know so much about me and my ugly past. My ugly side. Should I tell you the truth? I actually really really like.....

I couldn't write anymore, I was crying... I hated myself for not being able to tell him. It's okay, let's take things easy... I can have a chance right? *sigh* I grabbed my phone and texted D.O.

[Me: Did you get home safe?]

[D.O.: Haha yess I did~]

[Me: That's good! D.O-yah... I have a question..]

[D.O.: Hmm? What is it?]

[Me: Do you like anyone right now?]

[D.O.: Hmm... I do...]

[Me: Who is it?]

[D.O.: It's a girl that really cares for me. She's caring, pretty, and really nice. hehe~]

[Me: Ohh haha I see. What's her name?]

[D.O.: Haha I don't know~]

[Me: Come one~ tell me!]

[D.O.: No!]

This girl could possibly be me... I wish that it was me he liked.....

[Me: Guess what!]

[D.O.: What?]

[Me: I finally posted a video of me singing on YouTube. Haha~ I kinda feel embarassed.]

[D.O.: Hit me up with a link!]

[Me: Okay...]

I sent him the link.

[D.O.: Nice~ Haha dude! You sound professional!]

[Me: Aishhh stop, you're making me blush!]

[D.O.: Only extremely good looking guys are suppose to make you blush, oh then I guess I'm one of the hahahah! Why are you blushing?]

[Me: Its not! You wish though haha jkjk, It's because i'm not that good... my voice is just clear...]

[D.O.: Well. It sounds beautiful to me. SO smile! and stop blushing! Haha. What are you doing tomorrow?]

[Me: Aw hehe thankkkk you ^^ Nothing much? Do you wanna meet up??]

[D.O.: Yeahhh café in 10am! Whoever gets there first gets a wish!]