The Words I Never Got To Say (EXO D.O. fanfic)

Chapter 37: Did You Know?

Chapter Thirty-Seven

I woke up... puffy eyes... puffy face. No, I didn't eat ramen the night before. I cried... I just cried. That's it. I think that I should meet D.O. Oppa at least once. I just want to see him, at least once. I want to see if he's happy with Joo Mi. What should I say if he asks whether or not Baek Hyun and I are dating? I should tell him the truth right? (sigh)...

I grabbed my phone and started texting D.O. Oppa.

[Me: Oppa, do you want to meet up?]

I was nervous to receive a message back but he soon replied.

[D.O.: Meet in 20, the usual place.]

The usual.... The swing set.

I changed and fixed up my hair.

*How will I approach him? Should I tell him that I missed him? That I still love him?... Maybe I shouldn't.*

I walked slowly to the swing set to find D.O. already there, waiting for me.

D.O.: You're here... I've been waiting for you. *I've always been waiting for you*

Me: How have y-you b-been?

My voice was getting shaking as I was quite overwhelmed to see D.O....

D.O.: I've been doing okay. *I've been terrible without you.* How about you?

Me: Me too.... *Lying.... I know that I'm lying...*

D.O.: You seem happy... With Baek Hyun...

Me: And you seem happy with Joo Mi...

I felt a cold breeze hitting us as I got really upset that D.O. mentioned Baek Hyun and Joo Mi.

*What about us?*

D.O.: I missed you though... Did you know that?

Me: I missed you too... Did YOU know that?

D.O.: No I didn't...

Me: Me either...

D.O. Walked closed towards me and brought me into his arms.

D.O.: I'm sorry Jenny...

Me: Sorry for what?

D.O.: For loving you...

*He seems to regret the fact that he loved me... Why...?*

D.O.: Forget me and find.... A better guy.

I looked up and saw D.O.'s cold weary face.

Me: How could you say that?... How could you say that after making me fall in love with you!?!?

Tears streamed down against my rosy cheeks. I broke out of his arms and ran.... Ran as fast as I could.

"Forget me...and find a better guy."

*How could I? I could never... No matter how hard I try... D.O. has marked my heart like a tattoo... It would actually hurt more to forget about him*

I was running far into an old park with rusty trees, I just sat on the ground, in the middle of nowhere and....

Yes, cried... I hated crying but... I couldn't hold it in.

D.O.'s Point Of View

*Jenny... I just lost her again... I didn't know that she still loved me... I didn't want to be selfish. I was afraid that Joo Mi was going to hurt her...*

I ran to look for Jenny. I found her crying on the ground alone in a rusty old park. I thought she was alone until I saw a man dressed in black with a small knife in his hand creeping up behind her....