The Words I Never Got To Say (EXO D.O. fanfic)

Chapter 23: The Fight The Nightmare

Chapter Twenty-Three

The next day I came up to Joo Mi because I wanted to solve the misunderstanding.

Me: Joo Mi-ah I'm sorry about what you heard but its a huge misunderstanding. I would never say those things behind your back. I promsie.

Joo Mi: It's okay, I'm sorry that Eun Bi and i were leaving you out. Truthfully when i heard that you were crying because of that, Eun Bi and I really hated ourselves for making you feel so alone... I'm really sorry.

Me: It's okay, It looks like we both hurt each other... Let's never do this again and instead confront each other directly.

Joo Mi: Okay :)

The two of us finally solved the misunderstanding after talking.

*One Month Later*

Sadly these days have not gotten any better but life has become worse. D.O. has been avoiding me and Joo Mi won't even listen to my worries. I've really hit rock bottom, whenever I call out for help, Not even D.O. comes to help me. I've become an outcast. Man, it hurts. God... Is this how the lonely ones, broken ones feel like?

I've never even got to confess my love to D.O., I never had the chance to tell him how much he means to me, and how much I Love him... Yes LOVE.. I love D.O..... Why you ask? He was the only one who could heal me, make me smile, fill in the emptiness of my broken heart that no one has been able to fill up. The words he used to comfort me meant the world to me... That's all i wanted, comfort... a friend. Even just ONE friend.

I'm not caught up in those cliques like my other friends because I was never not hungry for more. I'm more than satisfied with everything I have but... maybe to them, I'm not enough.

I decided to talk to my other friends for help. I decided to called Hye Jeong.

Me: Hye Jeong-ah can we talk? I really need someone to talk to.

Hye Jeong: Sure Unnie... What's up?

Me: It's about Joo Mi...

Hye Jeong: Unnie, If it's about Joo Mi unnie you should go up and talk to her.

Me: Please Hye Jeong, it's because i don't want to hurt her, I just want help.

Hye Jeong: Okay what is it unnie?

Me: I still feel left out... alone... Joo Mi doesn't even pay attention to me. I understand that I can't depend on her for help because she's never gone through everything I've gone through. Think about it, her life's perfect in my eyes. She always gets what she want and her relationship with her parents is so positive. You understand what I'm saying don't you? But I still wished that she could at least listen to my worries. I think I'm going to go insane for keeping everything in.

My voice started to shake as it cracked.

Me: D-D.O. won't even help me... He's been avoiding me too... Did Joo Mi tell him that I liked him? He can't find out or else.... I can't have him, not even as my friend... Hye Jeong...

I was crying now, desperate for help...

Me: What should i do? I don't know what to do now... I feel so worthless.

Hye Jeong started to get teary also.

Hye Jeong: Unnie, Don't think like that! You are very beautiful, smart, and kind... you aren't worthless... and if she avoids her shouldn't you chase after her?

Me: I can't anymore, it hurts too much... It's like a one-sided love, she won't even look at me now because I'm no use to her now. I'm nothing now...