evan peters imagines one shots Smut

You hurt me the most 2 james

This one is very very cheesy, hope you'll enjoy :3

James X the reader

You were locked in your room for six days now. You missed James so much but you were convinced that it wasn't reciprocal. After all he probably thought what he told you when you fought. You really hesitated to leave the Cortez but Liz begged you to stay. She was sure that everything would be normal again, James just needed some time. Waiting for him was so difficult you felt like you were dying inside. You didn't even know if one day he would come back to you and that was painful handle. The thought of him yelling at you that you were a whore always made you cry. You spent the majority of you day crying and falling asleep dreaming of James.

The seventh morning you woke up sadder than the other day. It has been a week since the fight and he didn't seem to want you back in his life. Maybe it was really time for you to move on. You grabbed an apple on the silver tray that Miss Evers brought you for the breakfast when you noticed a letter. You opened it and began to panicked when you recognized James writing. You were afraid that he would ask you to leave. Your hands were shaking as you read the message.

My lovely Y/N,

I guess that you are hating me right now. I told you awful things that I don't think, I yelled at you for no real reasons, I broke your heart, I hurt you, I made you cried and I didn't give a sign until today. Please forgive. I didn't know how to express you how I feel. You know that I'm not used to it or good at it. That's why I didn't write this sooner. But I've to do that. You missed me so much. I'm going to align some cheesy stuffs, you'll think that I'm ridiculous but I really mean them and I want you to know how I feel for you. I've to admit that I never believed that I would be able to love someone and be love back so I never had the intention to fall in love with you. But the first time I saw you everything changed and you soon became my addiction. I tried to fight against it but let face the true it's impossible. When I met, you I needed to see you, to talk with you, to have you by my side. Without you I felt empty and like a drug addict without his dose. I still need you, I need you to live, to breath, to feel safe, happy. Every time I see you my heart beats faster, it races against my chest because it just wants to join yours, it wants to leave my chest to belong to you. You brought me so much things. I believed that I wasn't born for love but where there was a black hole in my soul but you placed a heart and you planted the flowers of love which grow every time I'm with you. You're like a sunshine, you're bright, you light my way, you're warm, you cheer me up when I'm down, when you awake me it's the best moment of my day. I want to repeat this moment all the day long until the night comes and I fall asleep with you in my arms. And I admire you and I'll never have enough, you're my angel but you're so much more beautiful and I never want to fall asleep because I know that the reality I so much more beautiful than my dreams. I want all of you forever, you and me, every day. I love you because you were the one who accept me completely, I didn't have to hide what I truly, deeply am. You discovered my imperfections and you see perfection in it. how could you? I never thought that someone would do that but you never stopped to surprise me. I will never find someone like you. And if you reject me I will never try to find someone else because I know that we are meant to be and no one can replace you. Right now, you're not with me and you hate me, I understand you. But I feel hopeless, my love for you is my life, you miss me, life misses me. I rather be a butterfly and live out three summer days, three such days with you could fill with more delight than a lifetime without you. Plus; I rather be deaf than never hear you again, I rather be blind than never see you again, I rather be mute than never talk you again, I rather have no hands than never touch you again.

So please I beg you to stay here and forgive me. If you can't now I understand but let me show you my love for you. But if you decide to leave, you can take my heart I don't need it anymore.

James

When you put the letter your night-table you were crying. No one never told you, write you those things. That was just like in a dream with a charming prince. You couldn't stay away from James any longer. You brushed your tears away and left your room. You walked through the corridor to reach the room 64. You knocked at the door. A hoarse voice answered "whoever you are leave me alone, I don't want to see anyone." You knocked again louder. "didn't you hear me I told you to leave!" You were sure than he was angry but you continued to knock, you had to see him. You heard him stormed to the door and opened it violently ready to yell at whoever disturb him. The moment he realized it was you, his face softened and he smiled slightly.

"Y/N, did you have my letter?" he asked nervous. You barely saw him like that before and it was cute to see. You nodded. He sighed in relief but soon again he was anxious. "What is your decision, are you to tell me that you leave because if this is it please listen to me I know that I messed up but let me a chance, I love you, you're my everything. I can't..." you cut him off

"James your letter that was the most amazing thing that someone did for me. I forgive because I love you and even if you hurt me and I hated you for that my love for you was stronger and I can't stop loving you." He seemed chocked as he never expected this answer. But when the minute those words left your mouth he took you in his arms and buried his head in the crock of your neck swearing that he would never hurt you and repeating how much he loved you and cherished you.