evan peters imagines one shots Smut

Chou Wasabi

This imagine is based on the song  Chou Wasabi by Julien Doré who is one of my favorite singer and I just love this song so I hope you will enjoy!! :)   

Baby I love you less and less
Because of what you've done to me

You looked at Kyle as he was peacefully sleeping next to you. he was so beautiful at that moment. His blonde locks were falling in his face, his bare chest was rising and failing, his face was so soft you had to contain yourself to put your hands in his and kiss his forehead but you hated him too much to do that. You finally decided to stand up and prepare a breakfast. As you were making you a cup of coffee with an orange juice, dark thoughts were filling your mind. You opened the fridge to take a part of the blueberries pie you baked the last day to prevent the thoughts. You heard steps behind you and saw the tall figure of your boyfriend. He slowly walked to you and leaned down to kiss you, but you moved away. He sighed but he didn't say a word. He poured some coffee in his favorite mug, the one you bought him to an artisan when you went to Greece for a weekend with your besties. He silently sat in front of you and drank smiling at you between his sips. he tried to grab your hand which was on the table but you sent him a death glare.

It wasn't the same anger that you felt when you were mad at him. it was deeper, just looking at him when he was awake disgusted you, reminded you all he did to you, how much he hurt you. because of what he had done to you, your love for him seemed less and less strong.

I'll be your soul
Baby just don't let me go

Kyle was staring at you. he loved everything about you: your hair, your eyes, your kissable lips, your beautiful body, your bright soul, everything. You were his everything. But right now he knew he has screwed up. he wanted to prove you that he was sorry for everything, he didn't mean to do that. He realized that you would not forgive him easily like the previous time, he has gone too far. However he loved you more than anything and you were too precious. You were his soul and he wished he was still the same for you but he doubted of that. He was determined to make you forgive him, he refused to let you go.

We used to be, we used to be, we used to be,
we used to be very happy
What lies all night
Remember we feel so alive

As you washed the dish in total silence you felt a pair of arms around you. you were about to escape from Kyle's grip when he mumbled a "pleas" and you distinguished how sad he seemed too lose you gradually. You turned to face him and you noticed that he had tears in his eyes. You had mixed up feelings, you were a bit guilty to ignore him like that but you were the one suffering, he had hurt you and not the contrary. You were the hurt one, the broken one and he was not, he was the reason why you felt so bad those past days. He had played with your feelings, with your past and he didn't hesitate to throw at your face everything you had painfully admitted to him.

_ Please Y/N can we talk? I know I hurt you but let me fix this.

_ Kyle I've nothing to tell you and I think that you told me all you had to say. We used to be very happy together, I used to trust you, to tell you all my secrets, you were the only one to know everything about me and you broke my trust, you broke me... I don't believe in you fixing the things because nothing could be like it used to be, I'm still wondering if all our relationship was sincere, is it is not built one lies. We used to be alive but now our love is empty and dead. Maybe we should not fix the things but end all these lies.

You managed to speak quickly, trying to hide the tears in your eyes, your shaking voice, all the pain you felt. You did not really want to end all you had built with Kyle but it was probably the best thing to do.

_ Please give me a chance, just one to show you how much I care about you. After that if you still doubt about my love for you I will let you go but I beg you give me one last chance.

You bit your lips and nodded slightly. After all one last chance wasn' big, you would see after that.

Now all that there is
The sweet souvenir
I walked down on the river, I put my feet in the water
I remember I remember we used to come here together

Kyle was driving you to a secret place as he called it. When you agreed to give him one last chance he told you that he wanted to take you on a date somewhere. You were mumbling the lyrics of the song that was playing on the radio. Kyle looked at you smiling and trying to contain a laugh. You were so cute. The more he was driving the more the landscape was familiar to you. Kyle stopped the car between two trees in front of a river. Your eyes grew wide as you recognize the place. Kyle brought you there several times and you always shared memorable moments of pure joy and bliss.

_ I remember the first time we went here, it was during a spring day and the weather was warm. You said that you would me somewhere as sunny as me. we ran to the water and I put my feet in it but it was too cold and I didn't dare to swim contrary to you. we played all the afternoon like children and I realized that I was falling in love with you. after that we regularly came here together and we had so much fun. You said brushing a tear away.

I need you so,
Baby just don't let me go

he gently put his hand on your cheeks and kissed you softly too scared of rejection but you let him did.

_ Y/N, I... I know I messed up, I used your secrets against you even if I know you would never do this to me. you know everything about me, but you never hurt me with that and I did that to you. I don't deserve someone like you, I know that but I can not lose you. you are my entire world, I can't imagine my life if you are not by my side. I drove you here cause this is a place where we shared so many memories and today either you give me another chance and I will do everything to show you every single days that you are a princess and deserved to be treated like one or you decided to end up or relation. I can't choose for you but I just want you to know that I love you no matter what you will do and you're right if we go back together it won't be the same but I swear it will be better.

You took a deep breath and kissed him. after all you still loved him and giving him another chance would maybe be the beginning of something greater than everything you ever lived.