evan peters imagines one shots Smut

heal kit

Kit X the reader

You were dating Kit for a while now and you moved in his house with his children. You even were engaged. You were madly in love with him no matter what people thought of him. Because of his past your friends and family didn't want you to be with him. But you didn't care after all he was innocent and he lived some traumatic moments, you just wanted to help him, to bring some peace in his life. People judged your relationship wrong since Kit had two children from two different wives but you considered Thomas and Julia as your own children. They were so sweet and kind just like their father. You had everything you ever wanted: a cute fiancé, adorable children, a job you like, a beautiful house, a peaceful life. Everything was perfect but something still worried you. You knew that Kit was still traumatized from his internment in Briarcliff and people didn't help, they constantly reminded him this period of his life. In front of you he acted like it wasn't a big deal but you knew that it hurt him. You tried to reassure him, telling him how much you loved him and you much you wanted to help him to heal from the scars of his past. Every time he had a nightmare, that was frequent, woke up scared in the middle of the night, he pretended to be alright, he lied telling you that he was awake because he heard a noise. But the fear in his eyes didn't lie. You used to cuddle him until he fell asleep quietly. You wanted him to confront his demons and past but he always avoided the conversation. At the beginning, you thought that he would heal with the time but he didn't.

It was 3a.m. when you woke up. You turned to face empty sheets. You wondered where Kit was when you heard him pushed the door. He was livid, sweating and shaking. He lied down on the bed next to you like nothing happened. He breathed hardly but he tried to calm down to not wake you up since he thought that you were sleeping. You took his hand in yours and placed the other on his cheek.

"Kit what happened?" you asked perfectly knowing that he would probably lied to you.

"Nothing sweetheart I sorry I wake you up I thought that Thomas was awake I heard noises from his bedroom." He took you in his arms, you buried your face against his chest. His heart was beating so fast.

"Hum... so why are you like that?" you told innocently.

"Like what?" he was playing his game of the denial again.

"awake in the middle of the night, sweating, shaking, your heart racing fast, livid as a dead, afraid." You stated. At these words, he tensed.

"I'm not, I perfectly fine, it's late you need some rest, you probably just imagine it." You sighed loudly and rolled your eyes, he was in the denial as always. You had enough of that, you loved him, you just wanted him to be okay and he was rejecting your help. You placed your forehead against his.

"Could you stop lying to me just one time and telling me the truth." You whispered.

"Everything is fine I told you, I don't want to bother you with silly thing." He kissed your forehead trying to look convincing.

"Right Kit if you want to play your stupid game and deny I'll let you. Just know that nothing could bother me especially if it helps you to be better." You rolled to your side of your bed and turned your face to the wall. You felt him pressed his body against yours, grabbing your hand. He was letting soft kisses in the crock of your neck. "Kit stop."

"Baby please don't sulk."

"I'm not sulking Kit I'm just worried about you and I've enough of you telling me that you're okay cause you're not. I've enough to feel helpless. I want to be there for you but you reject me." He remained silent for a moment.

"Right I have bad dreams and they wake me up in the middle of the night. Are you happy." He sighed. You turned to face him and hugged him tightly. "I'm just scared that things go mad one more time. I don't want to lose you like I lost Alma and Grace. I'm scared of them taking you away from me. I'm scared that one day you believe them and consider me as a psycho, that you push me away. I'm afraid to go back in Briarcliff, I'm afraid that bad things could happen to you." He was weeping as he confessed what was keeping him awake every night. You brushed his tears away. You knew that he felt bad but you ignored how much and seeing him like that broke your heart. You hugged him even more closely.

"Oh... Kit you should have tell me that sooner. I would never believe them and leave you, I love you so much you couldn't even imagine how much. I just want to take your pain away. I want to help you to forget the past and move on. I want to heal you. I want you to believe when I swear that some things last. I'll be there for you no matter what happen. And I beg you Kit tell how you feel, I don't care if you wake me up in the middle of the night scared. I love you and I'll do everything for you." He looked at you surprised and smiled shyly. He finally nodded and he pulled you against him strongly.

"I'm sorry Y/N, I just didn't want to worried you, sorry. I love you especially when you play the nurse who heal me." He chuckled and he kissed your forehead, he rested like that. He finally fell asleep and you admired how gorgeous when he was peaceful.