speak to me James

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This is for CheyShey2 thanks for the support that counts a lot for me ❤  

James's POV

Be still, my love

I will return to you

However far you feel from me

You are not alone

I was going to join Y/N in her room after the party. She was a dancer and Liz hired her last year to entertain the party she was planning. Y/N was beautiful, her beauty was beyond comparison. I loved her more than I ever did before but I never told her. However I did my best to protect her, she was lost and delicate. I used to find her alone in her room crying. I tried to comfort her, to calm her down. Every time I left her I always repeated to her that she was not alone even if I wasn't with her. I wanted to show her the path to a bright future, I wanted her to know I was there for her.

I will always be waiting

And I'll always be watching you

Speak to me

When I entered in her room she was on the floor. Her arms were around her knees. She was crying softly. I sat next to her and I hugged her tightly. She put her arms around my neck and her face was against my chest. I told her to breathe, everything would be alright, I was there. I promised her to take care of her no matter what happened. She nodded and stop weeping. I asked to talk to me, to tell me why she was like that.

I can't let go

You're every part of me

The space between is just a dream

You will never be alone

She remained silent for something like 2 minutes which seemed an eternity. She eventually told me that she had enough of being empty, she was a nothing, she was lost, vulnerable, wasted... I cupped her cheeks and told her she was far from that and I couldn't let her say those lies. I couldn't let her go because she was my everything. She smiled shyly, she was so perfect. I stroke her hair and pecked her lips telling her that I will always be there for her.

We are one breath apart, my love

And I'll be holding it in 'til we're together

Hear me call your name

Just speak, speak to me, speak to me, speak

She eventually looked at me with her big eyes full of tears and said that she was scared. She was feeling like she would never be good enough for me. She added that she was afraid of a gap between us. She looked down and I brushed some of her hairs behind her ear. I whispered softly that this gap existed only when she refused to talk to me and that I would do everything until we are together fully. I told her that she had just to speak to me when she felt down and everything would be alright.

I feel you rushing all through me

In these walls I still hear your heartbeat

And nothing in this world can hold me back

From breaking through to you

We remained like that until she fell asleep in my arms. I didn't dare to move I was too scared to wake up my little angel. I could feel her heart beat and I just wanted it to beat for me. I knew that no matter against what I would have to fight, I would do my best to protect her. Because even if I didn't dare to tell her that I loved her, I truly did.

I'm sorry this one is very short and I think that it sucks... If you have any requests tell me in comments :)  plus i still take prompts

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