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I just wanted them to be proud of me peter

Peter X the reader

You hated them so much. You lost everything because of them. You had no more friends, no one you could understand you even Peter, your lovely sassy boyfriend, left you. They all turned their back to you. And they had all the right to do that. You betrayed your everything for them. Them it's your parent. They were what we usually call bad guys. They were against Charles Xavier and his stupid school, they were members of a sort of league to destroy the humankind and the Professor X. They couldn't understand why he wanted so much be in peace with the humans. They would betray the mutants and exterminate them because they feared them.

You grew up alone in a big empty mansion. Your parents were rarely at home and you knew no else except your maid. You never went to school, your maid was your teacher and she helped you to manipulate and improve your power to control water. When your parents were home they never really paid attention to you except to see your progress and to repeat you that one day you'll fight by their side against humans and Charles Xavier. You wanted them to be proud of you so you worked really hard.

When you turned 17 you parents decided that it was time for you to be useful. They needed someone inside of the school to spy for them. You would pretend to be a normal teen and you would tell them everything. You were so happy, that was a way to prove them that your were their worthy daughter and to meet people like you. That was the best period of your life. You made new friends like Jean or Kurt, you were learning new things about your power and its limits, your parents were proud of your contribution in their plan and the most important you dated Peter. He was just perfect for you, you loved him so much, he was smart, sassy, funny and protective, you were never bored with him. You hated to hide the real reasons of your presence to him but you couldn't tell him. Obviously your parents ignored your relationship with him. They would kill you.

Everything was perfect but it couldn't last long. Your parents and their league attacked the school. They told your to lock yourself in the training room. You wanted to protect Peter so bad. You begged him to follow you even if he wanted to fight to defend the school. You told him that you had something to explain to him. It was really hard to admit but you told him everything and you begged him to stay with you in the room. He pushed you back and looked at you disgusted. He yelled at you that you were a monster and he had nothing more to do with you, you grossed out him and he hated you. In a flash he disappeared away in the heart of the battle. You stayed alone in the room crying so hard. After hours someone opened the door of the room. Your parents stood there happier than ever. They won thanks to you but you didn't had the heart to enjoy the victory nor their pride. You only asked what they would do with the pupils of the school. Your mom explained that they have a choice either they joined the league and fight for it or they would be locked in cells in the mansion for the moment because the league didn't decide their fate yet. You nodded and went outside. Peter was on the ground with a group composed by your formed friends, they were tied together and a member of the league was keeping an eye on them. You guessed that they remained faithful to the Professor. You saw that Peter was hurt that broke your heart, you took a step closer to him you wanted to help him, to heal in bleeding injuries. When he noticed you he glanced at you angrily and you understood that he did not want to see you again. You felt a tear rolled down your cheek but you brushed it away as your parents and their close friends were congratulating you.

Two weeks flew since the attack. You were locked in your bedroom crying and looking at the picture of you and Peter. You knew that he was somewhere here in the mansion, locked in a cell, probably still hurt and he was hating you deeply. This thought made you cried even harder. You were so sorry, you wanted to change the things but you couldn't. You couldn't resist anymore, you had to see Peter, to explain to him everything. Your parents didn't allow you to visit the prisoners and you couldn't disobey since they were kept watch by guards. You had to find an excuse. You pretended to the league that you wanted to convince them to join your side. They thought that it would be a great idea. You couldn't help but smile.

You reached his cell quickly and a guard opened the door. He was running in circle when he noticed you he froze. The guard closed the door letting you alone with him.

"What are you doing here? Do you want to betray us once more?" he said coldly. You looked away. You cleared your throat.

"I know that you probably hate me but I..."

"I don't hate you Y/N." You were so confused. "Why are you here?" he continued looking at you in the eyes.

"I just want to explain why I did it." You paused, he was listening to you carefully but he frowned. "I know that it was wrong but I just wanted them to be proud of me, please don't hate me." You had tears in your eyes. He laughed bitterly.

"I already know that. I told you I don't hate you, you just feel pity for you. You betrayed us, your friends, the Professor, people who loved you for who you are for them. I understand you wanted your parents, who don't pay attention, to be proud of you even if people were already proud of you, were already paying attention to you, were already loving you." he rose his voice, he was almost yelling at you. You never saw him like that and never expected to see him like that; he brushed away a tear that was rolling on his cheek. He was right, it hurt you to admit it but he was right. You denounced people who were there for you no matter how you were for your parents and their stupid league just to make them think that you were like them. You were crying hard. You wanted to return in the past to fix all.

"I am... I am so sorry Peter." you sobbed.

"Your lame apologies won't change a thing." he stated harshly.

"I will fix it, I swear it Peter I will fix the things." He smiled a bit and took you in his arms. I ran his fingers trough your hair and whispered in your ear.

"I know that. I waited so long your visit where you would tell me that. And I don't hate you Y/N, I still love you no matter what you did I can't hate you, I love you for you who are and you don't have to prove me anything." he cupped your face and kissed you softly. Your heart raced against your chest, you didn't want to leave the cell but you had to help them to escape.