cuffed • g.d

5.

We ended up spending the night at Reily's. It was around 8:00 a.m. when I finally get up. Well not really get up, just one of those mornings where you just lay there, staring at the ceiling. I could still smell the stench of the molded bath tub I laid in last night, disgusting. I make my way downstairs to see Lani making out with some random guy, who she probably met last night while I was being held down against my will but who knows.
   "Morning Tay!" Reily exclaimed. As she took leftovers out of her fridge and set it on the granite counter. She kept mumbling under her breath and laughing at her remarks. She's high. I thought to myself. I roll my eyes and try to make room on the dusty couch that reeked of smoke and weed.
   Lani manages to break the kiss and takes time to notice me.
"Oh! Taya I didn't see you come down the stairs.." Lani said as she wiped the extra spit off the bottom of her lip.
The way you were sucking on his face I doubt you saw anything.
"Shocker.." I say sarcastic.
"Hey! Enough with the sarcasm it's too early for that." Lani says as she makes her way to the kitchen with the random guy following behind her.

"And it's too early to be making out with some guy whose last name you don't fucking know, so I guess we both break the rules." I mutter under my breath.
"Taya... What the fuck is your problem?" She questions, drinking the milk out the carton spilling some on her orange shirt.
"You are. Where the fuck were you when I needed you?" I yell as I make my way towards her.
"You didn't even know where I was and what was happening to me did you?" I yell at her.
she fixed her mouth to respond but my words were like vomit bursting out of my mouth, "No you didn't because all those guys tongues going down your fucking throat probably makes it hard to focus huh? You throw yourself around to any boy that breaths and it's a fucking shame!" I scream as I barge out the door. The silence that followed after made me feel uneasy. I made my way home, I figured dad was sober by now, or at least asleep.
   The cold air was so strong each exhale was a cloud of smoke flowing out of my mouth. I head downtown to the coffee shops that's where they have the most heat. I head into Black Dragon Café, it was the one I was most familiar with. I go towards the corner spots that's where the biggest heater is. I sat alone waiting for my body to defrost. I felt uncomfortable somehow like someone was watching me and little did I know, someone was.