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Chapter 31

Yeah yeah ur hoe was dead again sorry for waiting but here it is a long ass chapter. Im too lazy to edit it so if theres some mistakes feel free to comment but dont be harsh pls im just a lil sloth

I woke up around 11. I couldn't sleep. Aaliyah and Shawn were next to me. I guess he joined us sometime. I got up and went to the living room. Geoff and Tom were sleeping on couch together. John was rolled off of it and sleeping on the floor. Poor John. Brian was alone in the other room, I guess girls and Geoff left. Shiba got out of the bathroom. Wtf. She probably sleeped there. Poor dog tbh. The whole house was smelling of beer and vomit. I hate alcohol. I made myself coffee and sat there, drinking it, when I heard footsteps. It was Shawn.
-" My head is gonna fall off"
-" Why are you awake?"
-" Please lower your voice"
-" K sorry" I was whispering, my voice deep, calming.
-" Can I get that coffee, and an Aspirin?"
-" Yeah hold on"
He took the pill and a sip of coffee.
-" You didn't tell me why are you awake"
-" I can't sleep my head hurts too much, I fell asleep around 7"
-" You could've share the room with Brian" I said, still in shock because of what almost happened last night.
-" I wasn't thinking, I just layed in first bed I saw"
-" Geoff left"
-" Yeah, I know, they had to be in Toronto at 9"
-" Ohh"
-" How come you're not dead?"
-" I don't drink"
-" Oh right, you're 16"
-" And I hate alcohol"
He nodded.
-" How much did you drink last night?"
-" I think about three or four beers, I wasn't that drunk"
-" Oh you were" I said remembering the moment we were closer to each other than ever.
-" What did I..?"
-" Don't worry, nothing happened" I hoped he won't remember, I think he didn't so I carried on with conversation.
-" Just 4 beers and this big headache, you're weak to be honest"
-" You never drank, shut up"
-" Who said I didn't? I said I hate it"
-" Oh, sorry I just assumed, never mind"
-" Your parents are comming tomorrow, and they are gonna drop me off at the airport"
-" Why didn't you tell me you were leaving?"
-" I didn't want to ruin your euphoria from last night"
-" Aye people" Aaliyah said yawning.
I shushed her,
-" Shh, your brother is a bit dead"
She rolled her eyes and chuckled.
-" Why are you leaving tomorrow?" Shawn asked
-" You're leaving?" Aaliyah sadly added.
-" We can be together again for the spring break, and then you're gonna get sick of me during summer" I smiled, then I felt Shawn's huge hands move me towards him and I fall on one of his thighs. He hugs me tightly.
-" I'm gonna miss you"
-" You're clingy"
-" I know, I'm still gonna miss you" he said in a baby tone.
-" I'm not dying for fuck sake"
He chuckled and layed his head on my shoulder, Aaliyah joined the hug as he motioned to her.

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That day, afternoon, people were heading home. I started tidying because I don't want Karen and Manuel to come and see this mess. Aaliyah and Shawn helped me pretty much.
-" Leave it, they are gonna be suspicious if it's perfect" Shawn said signaling me to stop cleaning.
-" Okay" I laughed.
-" C'mere, I'm gonna miss you"
He said, his arms opened wide.
-" Clingy, corny idiot, I'm not dying"
-" But we are gonna be separated for few months"
-" We don't have to be"
-" What do you mean?" He asked getting away from the hug, looking at me.
-" You can visit me for the weekend, you're always welcome"
-" I'll try" He sat on the couch when Aaliyah got up to me.
-" I'm gonna miss you too" she said hugging me tightly.
-" People we have one more day, actually night"
-" Yeah, you're gonna be hugged all the time" She said, I just giggled.

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2nd January, I'm leaving. Currently standing with Shawn, Aaliyah and their parents at the airport. Holding Shiba in my hands, waiting for my flight.
This feels familiar, separating from the family, just this time, this family did care about me. Not that I needed it, but I grew to loving them.
This time it was sadder. I was holding back the tears. God, I'm gonna miss them.
There was still half an hour till my flight when my phone vibrated.
It was my mum. My mother. I didn't talk to her in months, maybe even a year. I'm surprised she remembered me. She's probably wishing me happy holidays. I had a slight expression of annoyance on my face.
-" Is everything okay" Shawn asked noticing my expression.
-" Yeah, my mother just sent me a message"
I opened the text. That's when it snapped me. I felt a sharp pain around my heart. Like someone stabbed me. Everything got blurry. I fell on my knees, dizzy. Tears streaming down my face, my sobs loud for everyone at the airport to hear.
The message was:.....