Snapchat || S.M.

Chapter 4

(Cara, aka that selfie from last chapter^)

... My phone buzzed: "Shawn took a screenshot" Oh my dear lord I'm gonna kill myself. I hated the way I look since really young age, and someone that doesn't even have to try and looks perfect just screenshoted it. FML.

-" Why just tell me why? Do you want me to kill myself?"
-" Oh nonono pls, Id miss you, ur just cute af"
-" AWW 😂😂 Just please delete it"
-" What if i don't want to?"
-" But I did that for you, it would be nice to return the favour"

-" Ughhh okaaay, but u are really pretty tbh"
-" You can't say tbh and then lie"
-" If ur gonna argue just change the subject"
-" Okayy haha 😂"
I really like talking to him. He seems like a normal 18 years old kid I'd meet on internet.

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It's now been a month of talking to Shawn, we talk on daily basis. I am now feeling comfortable and am not fangirling so much anymore.

We became internet friends. I liked that, very much. I haven't told anyone yet. I don't have a lot of friends, and I don't even live with my family.

I'm just an asocial nerd. My social life consists of internet friends and my roommate.

Her name is Ally, we don't talk or see each other so much since she is usually working and I'm studying, but I'd give my life for her. She was always there when I needed her the most. She's a fangirl just like me. She also probably knows that I'm talking to someone, but doesn't know it's Shawn, neither am I ready to tell her.

Shawn sent me a snap. His selfie, he was wearing a face mask, and cucumber on his eyelids, I screenshoted it.

-" Heeey why did you screenshot? 😡😂"
-" Because you're looking funny? 😂"
-" Trust me I'm waiting for u to send a selfie just so i can get a revenge"
-" omg 😂😂😂"

-" I never asked u, but are we ever gonna meet?"
At that moment, I got goosebumps. I never actually thought about it, I just suspected it's impossible and enjoyed just talking to him. I still find it not possible to do, but I don't wanna be a pesimist as always.

-" Ermmm, I never actually thought about it, but I'd love to"
-" When?"
-" Idk, not that we are 7000 miles apart, and you have an army of paparazzi and fans behind you, wherever you go" I kinda felt bad for saying it that way, but it was true.

-" Ik, but if we make a plan, we can avoid it somehow"
-" Start planing then 😂"
-" I cant work under pressure,dont push me like that 😂"
-" But seriously the biggest problem is distance"
-" I think I should come there, it would be less predictable"
-" Not that I had money for a flight 😂"
-" That wouldnt be a problem, but still, im coming there"
-" Okay but we still have to think of how to hide you"