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Chapter 33

-Cara's P.O.V.-
-" Can I go home if I tell you?"
-" You know what? I'm gonna call Mark, we're flying for Dublin now, if it's what you need"
I looked at him with sadness in my eyes, thankful.

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I said goodbye to his family
-" Stay strong, you'll be okay"
I just nodded.

On the plane:

-" Why is it so important for you to get to Dublin?"
-" There is the only memory I have of my sister"
-" Oh, you could've said so"
I jus sadly nodded.
I was now better, but still shaking.
-" Now tell me everything, get it off your chest"
I made an uncomfortable movement, looking at the side, avoiding eye contact.
-" Oh god where should I start" my voice cracking
-" From the beggining" he said moving a strand of my hair behind my ear. He was sitting across me. I gulped one last time before I started:
-" My aunt told me... My mother was raped, by my father, she got pregnant." Tears brimmed in my eyes, "She couldn't tell the police because he threatened her that he'll kill her. That's when my sister was born. My mum had to stay living with my father, lying our relatives she's happy. Three years after that they got me, I don't know if they..." My speech started to fade a bit and he showed understandment by coming to me and hugging me.
-" Oh god, keep going"
-" He wasn't always abusive, but he did beat us often and made our lives miserable in general, my sister would grow slight feeling of hate towards me last few years. I had great grades and I had an opportunity to leave the country. France."
-" You are from France?"
-" Originally yes, but I'm trying to hide it so they won't find me, just my mom knows where I am"
-" If you're from France, why does your mum text you in English?"
-" She was born in Dublin moved to France to live with my dad"
He nodded, understanding.
-" Carry on with the story about your sister"
-" She would always tell me how cruel I was to leave them with our father. I, myself find that cruel, but I started to grow misanthrophy living with someone like that. I hated everyone and looked for benefits only. Living like a hypocrite was the only way to survive so I kinda didn't care about my family. That's why I didn't talk to them in a while"
-" But why won't they let you show up at the funeral?"
-" They take me as a black sheep in this family, I disappointed them"
-" Ooh" Shawn hugged me so tight.
-" To be honest, I don't care if they hate me just because I succeded, and ran away from someone who made my life miserable"
-" You don't have to act strong now, I told you"
-" Oh I'm not strong, I'm weak, if you weren't with me now, I'd probably kill myself the moment I come home"
-" Don't even think about it, I may be selfish but you can't do that to me" he said in a warning tone.
My voice just shaked a bit, letting out something like a sob.
-" Shhh" He put his head on the back of my neck.
I could feel the warmth of his body, big difference compared to mine, cold, lifeless.