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Chapter 39

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Soon the jet flew up. We were in the air.

I wasn't that close with Shawn these days, because of his busy schedule, I am around him all the time but we barely talk. I'm not even sure if he notices me.

Now, he was staring at me in a creepy way. Probably something he doesn't want to say in front of the others.

I opened my phone and sent him a message.
-" What?"

-" What what?" He looked at me.

-" Why are you staring"

-" You lost weight"

-" So?" I was lowkey annoyed because I wasn't feeling bad for it.

-" Are u okay?"

-" Aham" he saw me rolling my eyes.

-" Don't roll eyes at me, I'm concerned for ur health"

-" Sorry"
" thanks? satisfied?"

-" Im worried"

-" Well that's surprising, I thought Imma look nicer, what's the problem there?"

-" You are getting too skinny"

-" Like one of those models? That's good news" God why do I always have to be such a bitch?

He put his phone down in rage and mouthed me: "we are gonna talk about this"

I am annoyed by this now. I don't wanna ruin his holidays but he started all this shit. It's nice that someone cares but I thought it won't be a problem if I just lost some weight.

When we got there we separated in bungalos. It was easy to group us. Shawn, Brian, Geoff, Christina and I were in one, Matt, Scott, Andrew, Rachel and John sharing the other one. But the moment I was scared the most came.

I was alone with Shawn for a moment.
Fuck it. This conversation is gonna be awful.

-" You can't do that"
-" It's a problem if I'm skinny? or pretty?"
-" You already are both, don't go any further please"
-" Or what?"
-" Or you're gonna have problems. I won't let you lose weight anymore"
-" You forbid me?"
-" Yes I do, for your good"
-" You know, I ran away from my father with a reason" tears started to form in my eyes.
-" Don't you dare compare me with him, I'd never hurt you!" Shawn raised his voice. I started panicking.
-" I know, it's just I can't eat, I don't have apettite at all so I tried to look at it with positivity"
-" Getting sick is not a positive thing" he was still yelling.
-" I'm sorry" I started to sob into his neck.