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Chapter 35

YALL ARENT EVEN VOTING N SHIT YOU JUST, MAYBE COMMENT SMTH LIKE "update" LIKE DONT TEST ME I COULD GO AGAINST YOU N NOT UPDATE FOR A YEAR IM NOT MAD ITS JUST THE THING THAT THIS BOOK HAS ALMOST 14K READS, TYSM FOR THAT, BUT NO ONE IS ACTUALLY VOTING LIKE PLS PPL I DONT KNOW IF YOU LIKE IT OR NO JUST GIVE ME A SIGN FFS

These few days were tough for me, but much easier with Shawn around.
He was sleeping in Ally's room, so he didn't know I haven't really slept in 3 days.
I just couldn't.

I had a feeling everybody was leaving me, I had just him. I was depending on him. I am talking to Ally on the daily, she's checking on me really often but she's going away.

My thoughts were killing me. I went to talk to Shawn who was laying on the bed. I sat next to him.

-" Let's get out of this damn place today"
-" Finally" he said.
-" Any ideas where we can go?"
-" I don't know, let's have some fun"
-" Like..."
-" There's an art gallery opening near by"
-" That's classy shit"
-" I thought you're into art"
-" I am but I'm not into people who think they are... into art" I said it getting lost in my sentence.
-" So..?"
-" We can go to the party I'm invited to"
-" Since when are you... into parties?" He said imitating my act from earlier.
-" I'm not I just wanna change the enviroment"

-" When is it?"
-" In like two hours"
-" You can get ready in that short?"
-" I need 15 minutes" I said in a bitchy voice, kinda insulted.

-" You are probably the least girly girl I ever met"
-" Is that a compliment or an insult?"
-" I don't know, take it however you want"
I chuckled a bit.

-" Let's just chill for like an hour more, then I'm gonna get ready?"
-" Deal"
He winked letting his head fall back on the pillow
-" Watch out that furniture is probably older than me and full of dust"
-" Was that a polite way to tell me I have a big head?" Shawn squinted his eyes.
-" Do you think I would really be that nice?"
We laughed.

-" So who's party is it?"
-" A girl from school... not that she likes me, but she invited the whole school"
-" Ooh" He smiled.

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We started getting ready for the party. I showered and straightened my hair. I put on black shirt without back, high waisted jeans and black heels.
-" Oh look you're not a midget anymore... wait, you still are" he said approaching me, "But those heels are actually making a difference"
-" Just shut up" I was ready to go.
-" Yeah yeah, catching a cab again?"
-" Aham"
When we arrived everyone was staring at us.

I know I'm with Shawn Mendes people, now stop staring like a fricken bear walked in.

Few girls I know asked him for pics and started talking to me like I'm their bestie.

Yeah, fuck off.

I was slightly annoyed by all the fake people there but fuck it! I started dancing and well... The whole party actually went great, Shawn sang few songs and then we decided to go, we were home around 2am.
-" Did this cheer you up a bit?" He asked, happy.
-" Yeah it was great, but now everybody knows you are in Dublin"
-" Don't worry about that" his sentence just made me gulp.
-" You're leaving soon aren't you?"
-" Your school is starting soon, I'm gonna be busy too"

It felt like a stab.

-" I know I know"
-" I'm staying here two more days, you better be okay after that"
I was smiling at him. He means the world to me, and I probably wouldn't be alive if he wasn't there for me, but I'm still scared... of being alone.

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-"Umm...Can you help me take this off?" I was pointing at my necklace.
-" Yeah yeah" He lifted my hair and stayed like that.
-" What's wrong?" I was confused.