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Chapter 11
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Chase
I took a seat in front of the camera and clicked record, starting with the only person that I wished to talk to right now.
"Chase. This is for you." I started, already feeling the tears rising in my eyes again. I would send this remotely to his chip tomorrow night. I would leave the rest on this table, in case of the worst.
"I know you can't interrupt me now, since I'm recording this myself, but I want you to listen. I want you to save this just in case. This may be the last you hear from me, ever." I continued, knowing that those were my exact thoughts from earlier.
"I want you to watch this all the way through. I never got to tell you some things before. But, I have a chance now, so..." I left off, not knowing where this was going. I had thought this would be the easiest video to make, but in all reality, it was the hardest.
"I don't know what to say, which is both bad, and good. I guess I'll start by telling you... how I got you out of that trance on Tuesday. You were going to kill me, but I got your attention somehow. I could tell you were still there, so I did the only thing that I could think of. I kissed you. I thought it was the best idea in the world at the time, but now that I've had time to rethink all of this, I realized that, what I did was pretty stupid." I mumbled the end, already seeing Chase's face as he was watching it in my head.
"I should also tell you, that I really did think I knew you. When you told me to call you something, I was going to call you Chase, because you already looked so much like yourself, which is stupid now that I know the truth. I called you Chip, because that's what Adam called you the day we got our abilities. You were trying to explain it to him and he thought it was funny. I couldn't think of anything better, anyway." I rambled along, letting the image of the three of us together play in my head.
"I also wanted to say, that no mater what happens on Friday, I love you. I always have, and like you said, I was scared. I knew what I felt was wrong. I knew that someone should have slapped me for even seeing you that way. But I did. I fell in love with you, and I haven't been able to get you out of my head. If I live after all of this is over, I know for a fact that you will be the only one on my mind. I will never be able to move on from you. I know what I should do, try to find someone else. But that's impossible for me. I've dated two other guys since you left, and neither made me feel the way that you make me feel. That's how I know I was still in love with you all this time. And I'm sorry you had to leave because of me. I knew it was my fault the second we couldn't find you that next morning. I will never forgive myself for that. I made you grow up before you even had to start thinking about it." I cried. The tears had blurring my vision to where I could only see my general shape in the camera.
"When I met you on Monday, I knew there was something different about you. I thought that I fell in love with, "Chip", but I fell in love with you all over again." I whispered, feeling my voice fading with every sentence.
"Basically, I wanted to tell you goodbye. I wasn't going to say this for the others, but I don't think I'm going to make it on Friday. Douglas has someone else helping him, and I can't ask anyone for help. I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I might be. I can't take on both of them by myself." I explained. I wanted at least one person to know the truth.
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Saving Mr. Davenport ✗ Bree Davenport
Fanfiction❝Losing one of the people you love the most can take it's toll, but when given a chance to save them, you'll do whatever it takes...❞ Full description inside. |Completed| |Edited| © 2014 Smilie254 {ShayWritesFanfics}. All rights reserved.
