Niall Horan Imagines

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Your POV

Things with me and Niall are.....i don't even know. We are just not in a good place right now. I'm just really fed up. I'm fed up with the back & forth, the lack of honesty, and just the bullshit all together. I have opened up so much, changed so much of my life & and said those 3 words, 3 syllables, 8 letters which I don't say lightly to someone things haven't been good with us.

Niall just haven't been there for me like he was before in the beginning. He use to be so supportive of my work, aware of all that's going on with me, when I'm stressed he's not there for me. And I get this whole career change for him he's been doing a lot of things but Niall is slacking. Even in the midst of him slacking I've been trying to hold him down & be there for him. I try to keep the spark going in our relationship. Niall barely wants to have sex with me. Like I just don't know what's going on with him mentally.

I definitely know he's not cheating on me. I have all passwords to everything, I see everything. Niall will tell me if he doesn't want to be with me. Niall has made that clear. Niall doesn't hide well that's why he doesn't try at all.

Speaking of the devil. Niall is calling me.

"Hello" I said

"Hey listen, I'm going to be longer in the studio so don't come by tonight I won't be home" Niall said straight forward

I was suppose to stay at Niall's tonight since I get to telework for the next  3 days. I haven't been with Niall in almost a month and we have been in the same state.

"Ok" i said not caring

"I'll make it up to you. Ok?" Niall said

"Sure" I said without a care

"We'll  talk and finish that conversation" Niall said

"Yeah ok then"I said dismissive

"Be ready to talk without the attitude ok" Niall said smartly to me

"Nobody has an attitude, I just said yeah ok then , that's not me having a attitude, but I can have an attitude if I want to & I can show it to you" I said getting snapping back

"Well how about you come to me when you loose your attitude. I don't have time to do the mary go round with you. I have to get back to work" Niall said about to hang up on me

"Whatever cop out like always. All you been doing is running away from me. I don't see why im surprised you are doing it now" I said upset

"I only called you so you don't look stupid on my security surveillance. I'm not going to be home, now you know. I need to go" Niall said about hang up again

"Whatever you don't care, I don't care" I said about to hang up

"Are you being serious right now? If I didn't care I wouldn't have called you. But you right I don't care" Niall said upsetting me

"Because you don't care Niall, you really don't care. You really don't care about......" I was starting to say but then I just stopped because tears started fall from my eyes. I just cried silently

"I have to go" Niall said then he actually hung up on me this time.

Niall's POV

It's almost 2:37am and I just packed up everything so I can leave. After recording I remembered how I hung up on Y/n. I knew she started crying and i just hung up.

I hate that things with me & y/n are bad. I hate arguing. I'm ready to settle things once and for all. I decided to go to her place. I know she's up probably crying and upset & hating me too.