Niall Horan Imagines

A Month After The BreakUp Part 1

You were on your way to the pub with your best friend Mya. You have been very busy lately & you haven't had the chance to hang out and have fun with your best friend.

"I'm so glad we are finally going to hang out and have drinks" Mya said

"Me too I've been looking forward to this all week" You said anxious

"Tonight nothing matters, our stressss, exs and drama is not important at all. We are just going to have fun" Mya said setting the standard for the night

"Yesssss, We been through so much, tonight we turning down our troubles and turning up the fun." You said in excitement.

You both park and head in. The pub was packed and the vibe of the room was great. The music, lights and the drinks were all following in everyone but Mya and your system.

"Turn Up Timeeeeee" Mya said silly

"Turn Up" You said silly right back. You both headed towards the VIP section for y'all. You and Mya looked very sexy tonight. Skin flawless, dress fitted with heals complimenting both the outfit and y'all figures. You both were causing each guy y'all walked past to break their necks and look out how stunning you both looked.

You have a few shocks of vodka in your systems & you both were ready to get out on the dance floor. Just when you were ready to dance a hot looking guy came up to you to ask you for a dance. You gladly excerpt each one until one guy came up to you to ask you for a dance. This guy had dyed blonde hair, ocean blue eye & a few freckles just like your ex Niall Horan. This guys almost resembled him & it through you off.

"Hey beautiful, can i have the pleasure of dancing with you?" the guy who resembled Niall asked

"Uhhhh sure" You said trying to over look his familiar face

"Are you ok?" The guy asked

"Yes I'm so sorry I made this awkward..you looked so familiar to me I thought I knew you for a second....let's just dance" You said pulling him on the dance floor so you can avoid follow up statements he may have had.
You danced with him for just a song & thankfully Mya came to your rescue to pull you away.

"Yoooo that guy looks way to much like Niall....im not that tipsy to not notice that, i know you noticed that shit" Mya said

"Fuck yeah he did. When he asked me for a dance I paused to stare at him to make sure that I wasn't that tipsy & going crazy, I'm not even that tipsy, so he asked me was I ok & I just said yeah I'm sorry for being awkward I really thought I knew you, you look so familiar. I then pulled him on the dance floor just to cut off any follow up statements" You said telling Mya what happened

"This shit got me really paranoid I have he craziest feeling were like a place & space away from running into our exes or a message away from our exes. I have this crazy feeling that's going to happen & I don't know why" Mya says

"Don't say that out loud because whenever you get those feelings you are right, don't scare me like that" you said paranoid

"I'm sorry I just do, & you know I'm never wrong" Mya said.

"Remember turn up the fun not our troubles" You said bringing up the motto for tonight

"Yes let's just drop that & just turn up" Mya agreed

You both stayed another hour still having a good time. You flirted with other guys and danced & really just had fun. You both were ready to call it a night. You both left. Mya dropped you back home.

Once you got in your apartment you went back to thinking about that guy who looked just like Niall. Then you got to thinking about Niall & everything that happened. Seeing that guys face that look so close to Niall's got you thinking you will never be ready to face Niall ever again. You are still hurt about everything. You were hurt about the fact you fell for him fast & hard. You were hurt that you had all these feelings for him but he never felt the same way back. You were hurt that you both worked hard to be together in private for 7 months & he just decided to end it with you out of the blue sky. You were hurt that he came up with a bullshit excuse to say things are going to fast & he can't be committed like he would want to the job is being very demanding & he won't be able to talk to me & just a bunch of other bullshit excuses. It blew your mind how fast he turned on you especially after you admitted first that you were in love with him. You told him everything in 7 months and trusted them with a lot of stuff you never shared with anyone. You honestly felt like you both have build a solid bond but obviously it wasn't shit.

All of this thinking only made you wanted to drink. So you got up and grabbed one of your favorite wines and you opened it. Then you went to your stereo to play some music that fit your mood. The wine soothed you & it numbed you. It's only been a month later & here you are still stuck on Niall. You honestly hope that one day you can honestly say you are really over him. You can put on a genuine smile in his face & say your over him. You hope that one day you can look back & say he was right things were moving to fast & we weren't meant to be. You hope that one day you can say what I thought I felt for you was real. All of these things you hoped for one day may or may not come. The hurtful thing is the pain that stays in your heart is the feelings you know are real for him & he just couldn't reciprocate that back to you & that's what killed you inside.