Niall Horan Imagines

Titles Pt 3

Niall's Pov

I was so hurt when she backed away from me like I disgust her. I just don't get it. She finally was about to open up to me after she dried her tears & took a deep breath.

"Niall I have feelings for you. I practically fell in love with you. But I know you don't feel the same way how I feel about you. I been found out about your girl. I saw you both kiss the night we all was suppose to go to the club. Me and Ashley still went out to the club. I saw how happy you are when you were with her. So I now get it....I get I won't be the one that can make you smile or laugh, I get I'm not that stunning like her, I get that I won't ever be the girl you'd drop everything for, move heaven and earth for & I get that now I possibly just loss you because I've told you how I feel now. I get it Niall. I'm so hurt because you never even thought to see me as more than a friend. I see that the late nights, early mornings, the visits the games and our talks all of that and you still couldn't see & even now you can't see how I was there the entire time......I was basically there even without the title & I just died even more inside because now I know someone els is there too & your willing to make her your everything like she stole your heart effortlessly. Niall....I get it" she says in defeat finishing what she was venting to me. I just stood frozen seeing her dry some of the tears that was coming from her eyes as she talked. I really don't know what to say this really changes everything. I never would have thought she would fall in love with me.
"At the end of the day i just want you to be happy I honestly do. I know you have no words & I don't expect you to say anything....so I'm going to go now" she said and I was trying to find something to say to make her stay. I saw her walking towards the door & I just pulled her into me to stop her.
" I'd move heaven, earth and hell for you, 4:30 am on a Tuesday when I was in Brazil I called you & we talked about how it would be to have a water gun fight on the moon & we imagined what the water would look like floating that conversation was one of the best, the scar on your back came from when we were fighting on my lawn and something scratched your back when I was on top of you. You hate seeing your own blood & I distracted you from seeing or touching it. I cleaned it up for you and I bandaged you up.....you ah been there & I want you to stay..." I said fast & then running out of things to say but I noticed she reminisced with me. I saw I was saving myself & she let me back in.
" I never want you to go or turn your back on me......I can't let you walk out the door, I can't let you out of my life because I can't live without you. I won't be able to bare it.....you took your chance to fall in love with me....give me the chance to fall in love with you the right way...please that's all I want." I plead I was hopeful but she was silent so i held her tighter and I kissed her with so much passion so she can know I'm serious & I mean every bit of what I said. I pulled away to look in her eyes & she hugged me. "I would never hurt you Niall" she said and that's when I knew she understood that I chose to fall in love with her. I just held her in my arms. I couldn't bring myself to release her from my grip. I was scared but she reassured me that I don't have to be afraid & she believes me.