Niall Horan Imagines

Love Runs Out pt 3

I've been trying to think long & hard about that conversation me and Niall had. But my judgement is clouded because Niall and I stay in touch. We text and talk on the phone, it's not all his fault because I answer everytime.

But when I do think things over I ask myself what more do I have to give to Niall? & then I stop to remember the beginning of our relationship. We were all about each other, having fun....him protecting me.....& him just being like my friend. It wasn't always easy being his girlfriend because Niall is niall & the road wasn't easy. But being his girlfriend wasn't easy. Now I have walked through the door & I'm sitting here looking to go back. I guess if I'm looking back I want to go back. I guess my biggest struggle is with myself. My fight is with myself. My mind going back and forth with I can't let him pressure me into a force situation just because he doesn't want to let go.........i know now that I have to know from him if he is really here for me. I have to know am I going to be taken for granted very often now so I don't waste my time. That's what I want to know.

Niall's Pov

I was at home for a few days off just kicking back watching footy. I had made some food so I was eating that. I heard my door bell ring and it surprised me because I told nobody I was home. I looked at security cam & it was y/n. I hurried to the door to let her in.

"Hey " is all I was able to say & she just barged in.

"I've been going in circles trying to figure out what's happening to us, what will happen, & just imagine everything. Niall I am scared to be with you again. I'm scared of loosing myself, I sacrifice alot of things to be with you but myself is not one of them."

"Y/n I would never..."

"Let me finish. I have to say this. Niall i need to know right now it's me that you want. Do you want me because you love me or are you keeping me around until you meet someone else. Niall I know you. I know what you been through, I know you have your trust issues, I know you had your guard up when we're together, I know you kept some girls on strings before you thought I was enough & you wanted to get rid of them but it was too late I already found out. I don't want to give up on you....because one thing I do know about the love it is patient & doesn't give up so easily on someone. It's easy to give up. But it's harder to stay & work it out. It should be easy to love someone but it's harder to work something out with someone who isn't going to appreciate that. There is no need for patience at that point because that means they don't love you. We can't force us. Niall I don't want us to do that."

"What do you want from me?"

"I want to know if it's ok for me to be with you. Is it safe?"

"Are you taking me back? "

"You know what forget it." She said turning to the door but I grabbed her against the wall.

"Get off of me, apparently everything I just said meant nothing to you"

"You talk to fast when you are being honest & telling me something important. I heard everything you said I was trying to process it. We are worried about each other. Y/n........i don't want you to leave my life. I want to be with you. I want my future to be with you. I know what it's like to loose you. I lost everything. sometimes you have to fall apart in order to back together "

"You sound like your trying to settle im just asking you a yes or no question"

"You need to hear this. I've made a lot of mistakes when we were together. There is a piece of me that I couldn't let go. But when I'm holding you like this & tell you this I don't even remember what that piece made me feel..............you know this is the first time I held you in months........im in awe even though your upset. I can't help but think about anything but holding you forever......be with me again. Please. I love you & I need you."

She just kinda broke down into my chest & held me tighter. I wrapped my arms around her to pick her up bridal style.

"Stay" I said

"I'll stay"

A/n: i wasn't going to put this up when I first started writing it back when I wrote 1 & 2. I was just going to have 2 be the last. Everyone kept asking me to update this one so here it is. I just kinda sat on this forever so here it is hope you like the end. I love you all

Adele B.