Harry's Pov
We were on the road back on tour. Recent events have got me so distraught. Y/n broke up with Niall & he hasn't been right since. I'm still in shock of everything that happened. I have never seen Niall so angry like that and I've mean never. Niall is never the type to be angry, he even tired to hurt Liam. Niall is in such a dark place right now. He is not talking to nobody. The only time he interacts with us is when we are on stage. Once we are off stage he is a completely dark person. It really hurts me seeing him like this because me and Niall have grown so close, practically inseparable brothers. To see him hurting hurts me. I've tried countless of times trying to get him to talk to me like he use to but he won't. It's sad because the situation won't get better. I don't see a hope of him & his dear love y/n getting back together anytime soon in the nearer future.
Niall & Selena have been flirting & going on causal dates here & there. Niall told me everything & how he was developing some feelings for her. I told him it wasn't good because he still has y/n & he should stop because Selena, I think is using Niall. I didn't want Niall to get caught up in Selena mess. 1 it's bad for business, 2 we are all good acquaintances with Justin & he loves her madly, 3 y/n is the right one & the perfect one for Niall and he messed it up. Niall insisted that him & her was just friends but clearly they both fancied each other. Niall had to be considering leaving y/n for Selena. Which would have been the dumbest thing that Niall could ever do.
Y/n is so sweet, honest, super smart and so funny. I think there is no better match for Niall than her. I think once y/n realized what was happening & the rumors which were true about Niall & Selena she ultimately made the decision for him. When she showed up unannounced to the BBQ I already knew things were going go into a downward spiral from there. If there was some way I could just convince Y/n to talk Niall it would make him cheer up. Niall faithfully calls, texts y/n all the time. He spends all day looking at pictures of him & her together. I think if Niall hears her voice just one more time it will take him out of this dark place.
2 months later
Niall's Pov
All I want to do now is roll over and die. I've lost the love of my life & I can't believe it. I never imagined loosing her but my imagination is a reality. I hate it because I can't escape this nightmare it's real. I replay the day she left me over and over in my head. I looked into her eyes & saw all the pain I put her through. Even when she walked through the door I heard her heart crumble little by little & I simply ignored it. When Selena was here it was like her whole world stopped & the dumbfuck that I am ignored that too. When we sat down & talked she simply gave up & I pushed her to her limit. I begged and pleaded, just everything I could do so she can stay with me. I was trying to hold on so tight but I frightened her. She looked at me like I was a monster. I lost it when she cried for Liam to take her to the airport. I even wanted to kill Liam for doing that. I'm not even speaking to him right now. I fucked up . I let my lust for Selena take over & made me loose the love of my life.
I did think about everything y/n said. She was right about everything but a few things. Yes I developed feelings for Selena but I know that I'm madly in love with y/n. Selena can't love me like y/n can. I don't want Selena to love me I want y/n. I hate that y/n gave up on me & lost all trust in me. I hate it all so much. I would give anything to have her back in my life. I need to know if she forgives me. But I want more than anything is for her to be mine again. I'm going to fight for us to be together again because I know that nobody on this planet can compare to her & her love. I'll even die trying to get her back. Whatever it takes I'll do it.
STAI LEGGENDO
Niall Horan Imagines
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