Chapter 14:
~~Xavier's POV~~
Seeing my mate so weak was heart wrenching. I didn't understand why she was doing this. Was it because of me? Am I the reason why she's starving herself? I didn't know. Jez was still asleep, but was still shaking. Her body was freezing, no heat coming off of her. I pulled her closer, trying to warm her up, but it seemed hopeless. I couldn't think of losing her. I didn't want to lose her. Alexander wasn't sure of her fate, but he didn't seem like he believed it would be good. I brushed a piece of stray hair out of her sickly pale face. She looked like she was getting better, but she hasn't woken up. Which scared me.
What if she never woke up?
"Alpha, there's somebody here for you." Brent came in. "Tell them to come back another time, I don't need to deal with anybody's shit!" I roared, making him flinch. "What's happened to you, Xavier?" He growled, locking eyes with me. He was challenging me. My own Beta was challenging me! I stood up and got in his face, trying to hold back my wolf. "I grew up, that's what happened. Now, go tell them that I don't want to talk, ever!" I roared, my body shaking. My fists were clenched and I was trying with everything I had not to shift and rip him apart. I growled loudly and he backed up, irritation and anger in his eyes. He looked away and stormed out of the room. I punched the wall, making a huge hole.
Why was everybody saying that I've changed? I know I did, I'm an alpha now. I'm not the sixteen year old pot headed, drunky anymore. I still drink, but it's legal now. I growled loudly in irritation, running my hands through my hair. I paced the room, my anger slowly progressing. I was about to leave when I heard a small groan. I spun around and saw Jez waking up. I ran to her bedside and her eyes fluttered open. I looked deeply into her eyes and noticed they had icy blue specks in them. We locked eyes and she sat up, wrapping her arms around my neck. I put my hands on her small waist, sparks shooting up my arms.
"You have no idea how scared I was." I muttered into her icy blonde hair. I inhaled her sweet scent and listened to her heat beat. I could still feel how cold her fragile little body was. I pulled away and kissed her. I missed kissing her, so much. We broke apart too soon. A smile grew on her beautiful face. "Well, now you don't have to be. I'm not ever leaving you." She said, her sweet melodic voice was music to my ears. I smiled and kissed her nose. She brushed my, now, black hair out of my eyes. "Your hair..." She said and I nodded.
"I know," I said and Jez smiled lightly. "I like it. It brings out your eyes." She said, locking eyes with me. Her silver eyes held something different in them. Maybe, fear? I wasn't sure.
Something changed about her. She was hiding something, and I didn't know what. She swung her legs over the side of the bed and attempted to stand up, only to almost fall to the floor. I caught her by the waist and helped her stand up, her backside pressed firmly against my groin. I ignored my thoughts and helped my mate. "Alright, I just wanna go running. I need some fresh air." She said, pulling away and walking on her own. I stayed close by her. She shifted into her beautiful white wolf. I noticed her eyes were different. They were icy blue instead of silver.
She stretched and my wolf wanted nothing more than to complete the mating process here and now. I growled and held him back the best I could. She stood and looked at me. 'Are you coming, or what?' She linked, flicking her ear. I stripped, smirking when I saw her eyes raking over my body. She snorted and walked off. 'You're so full of yourself,' She grunted. I shifted and nudged her. 'But you still love me.' She ran straight at the door, pushing them open with her head.
I followed. We ran down the long halls, running past pack members. I nipped at her ear and she nipped at my ankle, almost making me fall. She chortled and pushed ahead. We ran down the stairs, our claws clicking against the hardwood. I shoved past Brent. "Xavier!" He yelled, trying to get my attention, but I was only focused on being with my mate. I ran ahead of her, ramming into the new glass slider door. Glass shards cut my flesh, creating gashes. I ignored it and kept pushing on. Jez ran up beside me and looked up at me, a spark shining brightly in those icy blue orbs.
I ran with my mate. The wind whipping through her snow white fur. She was perfect. And she was all mine.
Forever and always.
~~~Jezebelle's POV~~~
The wind felt amazing against my fur. Power and energy surged through my entire being. I felt rejuvenated. But I was still scared of what I saw while I was asleep. I ignored that and pushed it away.
We stopped in the clearing and laid down. Xavier curled his body around me and I leaned against him. He nuzzled me and licked my muzzle. 'I love you, so much, Jezebelle.' He linked and his eyes glowed with love. 'I love you, too, Xavier.' I responded, wagging my tail slightly. I saw the cuts and gashes all over him, blood seeping out of the deeper cuts. I stood up and sat on my haunches. 'I need to clean those up. Shift,' I linked and he shifted, laying bare naked on the forest floor.
I hesitantly shifted and Xavier's eyes took in my body hungrily. His intense gaze made me eager and I tried ignoring the pulsing between my legs when his member grew erect. I went over to the stream and scooped up water in my hands. The water was warm and crystal clear. I leaned over Xavier and washed the wounds and watched them heal on their own.
I laid down next to him and looked up at the clear sky. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me against him. I rested my head on his chest and closed my eyes. This was perfect. I knew I wanted this. I wanted this so bad, but I couldn't risk losing him.
I then realized. I didn't think I could do this all because I was scared. I looked up and Xavier's lips crashed against mine. His hand slid down my back and rubbed my thigh. He laid me on my back, holding his weight up. He kissed me slowly, passionately. There was no hunger in it.
We broke apart and he kissed down my neck, sucking on his mark. I moaned, arching my back. I could feel his erection against my lower stomach and I wanted, no, needed more. I needed this. I was tired of being scared. I was tired of feeling alone. His mouth traveled down and teased my breasts. His hand rubbed my core in circles and I moaned, my hips lifting off the ground.
"Do you want this?" He asked, his deep voice coated with lust. His fingers traced my entrance and I started trembling.
We locked eyes and I knew. I wanted this. His fingers plowed into me and I moaned loudly. "Answer me," He growled, his fingers moving at a fast pace. "Yes," I moaned, digging my nails into his sculpted back. He hit a spot that left me breathless and I bent my leg, brushing against his member. He groaned, his muscles clenching. He clenched his teeth, shutting his eyes tightly. He was holding himself back. He ripped himself away, standing up and walking off. He paced, running his hands through his hair.
I stood up, reaching out to him. "Whats wrong?" I asked, a little hurt. I crossed my arms and he looked up at me, his black hair covering his irritated and worried eyes. I shook my head. I knew it.
He didn't want me. He doesn't want this. His eyes filled with sadness and he reached a hand out. "No, Jezebelle. That isn't -" I growled loudly, pulling away from him. "Stay away! You don't want this! I understand, but just leave me alone!" I snapped. He tried to grab me again. "Just listen -" I shifted uncontrollably, snapping my jaws at him. He jumped back and looked at me with pain and sadness. "Please, listen to me." I snarled at him, baring my teeth.
I didn't need to listen to his bullshit. I just woke up from a nightmare and now I had to deal with this. It hurt, but I was used to it. He looked at me with sad eyes. I looked away and ran into the woods, my heart shattering. I couldn't deal with this. It was too much. I knew what I needed to do, even if I didn't want to. It would be best for both of us.
My worst nightmare is about to come true...
A/N
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