Lost Love

Chapter 8: Hey!

Yoshi's P.O.V: 

I continued listening to Nao-san talking about the murals. But I couldn't focus... properly... I saw Asuka-chan sitting in front of me and as I kept staring, her hair was being blown to the side by the wind. "Beautiful..." The word escaped my mouth. I quickly turn around and look if anyone had heard me. 

While the teacher was still talking, I tapped Asuka-chan. "Hey." She quickly turned around and her round black eyes stared at me. "?" She looked at me and her bright eyes stared right into my soul. "What?" I asked. 

No words came out of my mouth... She looked away and ignored me. I tapped her a few times and she kept turning around giving me the 'what' look. I wanted to tell her that I liked her but... I didn't know what kept me from doing so.

As soon as class was over, I followed her out of class and I got to her locker. "Asuka-chan." She turned around and glared at me. "What?" As soon as I got to my locker, I pulled out a bag. She had a curious look on her face. 

Then Shino walked over and was attracted by the scene. "A-Asuka-chan... I-I bought this for you." I took a pooh bear plush from the bag and handed it to her. She hugged it and squished it for a while. "THANKS!" Asuka shouted as she stuffed it in her locker and then ran outside. Did she... really like it?

Kuroko's P.O.V: 

I watched as Yoshi made a move. I stood in the shadows, staring. I then walked out and tapped him on the back. "Hey." I said. I saw the red blush on his face fade away as we talked. "Right. About Asuka." His focus was now on me. 

"What about her?" 

"Have you seen Hayato make a move yet?" I saw the sadness on his face. 

I hated seeing him in this jealous state but I'm going to try to forget he ever liked Asuka. Pretend he never did and I was the only one fighting Hayato-kun now. "Hey Yoshi. Who do you think Asuka-chan would fall in love with?" I asked. He looked at me, then thought deeply about something. 

"I'll definetly get her to love me back Kuroko. You don't even need to worry." I'm not worrying about you and her Yoshi... I'm worrying about myself... and my future.

By the time I turned around to say something, Yoshi was already gone... Why...

Why didn't you think about me? Your best friend... was I never important to you?

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Why can't I have it my way?

Yoshi's P.O.V: 

I sorta want to do something... I want Asuka to like me. I'm sure there isn't a chance but... I'd like to try. She's beautiful, wonderful, everything she doesn't see [totally isn't lyrics from a song ._.] I was tired of being in the back. I was tired from never getting things my way. I want her to have only me. Only me in her eyes. 

I looked down and then back up. I'm not sure what I could possibly do. In order to have her love me. If I try to make another move, she'll think I'm scary. A creep. But... I want to approach her. I want her to know that I'm still here. For her.

I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote down somethings that I'd like to do. Things I'd like to give her. Important dates like her birthday. I want to remember. Remember them all. I'll show her.... I'm the only one who can give her happiness. 

And... if she rejects me... I might as well... go into depression. I won't need to try anymore. My life would be incomplete forever. I'd kill myself.

The bell rang.

School was over and I walked towards my house. She was still in my head. Her voice. Her face. I could remember it so clearly... I wanted help... I wanted to tell someone how important she was and... I kind of wanted to know more about her.

When I got home, I set down my things and grabbed a snack. A tear dripped down my face and I couldn't stop thinking about her. Suddenly...

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I got a call... from Onee-san.