Aly's
The love that we had was so perfect that i thought it's for keeps but its not. You left without saying anything, you left leaving the half of me craving for your presence. Am i not enough? Am i not the one for you? Because your the one for me.
"Dennise no! Please don't do this to me. I promise next time I'll do better . I promise I won't do it again I -I wont get jealous with him just please don't leave. "
I cried hard and begged you stay but you still choose to leave ..... and break my heart
"No Alyssa ! I can't take this anymore! You and your childish attitude makes this relationship pointless! "
You shut the front door hard like how you crushed my heart.. But I did not give up .. Instead I did my best to win you back..
"Hi, hon. I bring you lunch"
"Flowers and chocolate for you hon"
"I'll fetch you later lets have dinner"
"Don't skip your breakfast, i love you"
"I love you hon, i order this food for you"
I become the person who I am not just for you ..but all I got from you was ..
"Alyssa!? How many times do I need to tell you that we're over and I am done with you! Can you please stop all of this madness and just move on with your life!"
And for the nth time i cried because of you..
Months pass and i still did not give up on you.. i stop sending you anything because that's what you wanted what i did was the other way around ... I follow you like I am an abandon puppy waiting for my owner to take me back..
And every time I see you, .. Your with him.. Laughing .. Smiling .. Enjoying ..
It was like i am seeing my own heart breaking right in front of me.. How pathetic i am that time. I still choose to love you even if its means unloving myself.
I feel like i am drowning from the love that i have for you.. It is so full that i ended drowning myself from it.
But guess what? I still love you .. Very much.
You move on and I did not.. You were happy and I was not.. You are loved and I was not .. How unfair life is.. I was the one who was left behind and i am also the one who was still stuck from behind..
How funny how you assured me before that ..
"He's just my best friend, and i won't you exchange you for him"
But now.. Look where Am I Dennise.. In the corner of the church watching you saying your vows to be with him forever and saying how much you love him.. That you won't exchange him for anything
I guess that's how fate played its trick on us.. And maybe ... Maybe you are really not the right person for me..
I promise that by the time i turn my back to this place .. I will also finally turn my back from the love i had for you and face the reality that you will never be the one for me..
"Goodbye dennise"
So tell me what it's for,
If there's no winner in it?
Nobody's keeping score,
Let's start from the beginning
Can we make it last
Where’s the love we had
Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?
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Charot na maharot sa english kong baluktot. LOL😂
Wag na kayong magtaka sakin ha kung out of the blue ako kung mag update dahil wala lang ganun lang talaga. Haha
