There she is again, under that big mango tree in the back of our campus..... crying
"O"
Sabay abot ko nang panyo sa kanya. She silently accepted it and she rested her head in shoulder and continue to cry silently. After a minute or two i spoke.
"What happen?"
"Marci"
She said with a breaking voice
"Is it him again huh? That bastard, what is it again this time"
Every time I see her crying, its always because of the same reason. That guy.
"I saw him in the locker room, with Lauren and.. And.. The- they are kissing. I confronted him and He breaks up me"
And she burst into tears again..
"Jho, why? Why are you letting him hurt you and treat you like that. Lage nlang kayong naghihiwalay and then magkakabalikan and then treat you again as if you are just his toy. Why.. Why are you letting him do this things to you "
"Bei,"
Thats all that she could say, ngayon lang kasi ako nagsalita sa tinagal tagal na pakikinig ko sa kanya. Everytime she's crying because of that guy, I'll just let her cry and be her couselor afterwards. But this time i cant take it seeing her breaking also breaks me.
"Bakit nya binabasura ang taong pinapangarap ko? If i would be in his shoes, i will never break you like what his doing now."
Jho knows my feelings for her even before she and marci became a thing. Pero busted ang lola nyo, but we remain friends inspite the feelings for her.
"Bei, I am so sorry but I just love him that much. Kung pwede ko lang turuan ang puso ko para ikaw nlng sana ang mahalin nito ginawa ko na pero I can't."
Jho as she is,as a martyr as she is, always act like this.
"Jho, please try it with me"
" Bea"
All that she could say.
"Please jho. One month, give me one month. Just let me love you. I wanna make you feel how it is to be truly love by someone. I wanted to show Marci what he is wasting and make him realize how stupid he is. I promise after this he will love you and will never let you go."
I know, what i will do will hurt me, but i am willing to be hurt just for her.
"Bea, i don't wanna hurt you"
"I know, please just agree with me and i promise to you after this you'll be happy"
Jho's
29days has passed after that night since bea begged to me. Yes she begged, dahil hnd ako pumayag. Alam kong nasasaktan ko na sya at ayaw kong mas masaktan ko pa sya. Ayaw kong gamitin sya para lang makuha ang gusto ko but she is so persistent that night asking me to try it with her. Hanggang nakita ko nlang ang sarili kong pumapayag sa gusto nya .
I admit, for the passed 29 days, ang saya ko. She never fails to make me smile. Hatid sundo nya ako, lagi nya din akong pinagluluto nang pagkain, lagi nya akong pinapatawa, she also let me experienced a lot of new things, like picnic date. Dati kasi marci always brings me to fancy restaurants kaya never ko pa talaga na experinced ang mga ganitong bagay. Dinala nya ako sa province nila at We mountain climbed,sleep on a tent under the billion stars that watching us. Ride a motor cycle na syempre sya ang driver. Pag nasa school naman, lage nalang akong pumapasok na may roses at kung ano2 pa na presents galing sa kanya ang table ko. Minsan naman sya mismo ang pumunta sa room ko to give them . At always ding merong mga sticky notes bearing notes of i love you's from her ang mga gamit ko araw2.
