When i woke up this morning, i didn't even bother getting out of bed early. I didn't want to take the chance of seeing Addison. I know it isn't his fault, hell he probably doesn't even notice my distant. I stared out my window from my bed watching the stars. After a while i heard the staff start waking up people so i got up. When i went out there i sat down, Addison came out and looked at me and then sat at the chairs in front of the T.V. I think he is picking up the hint that i'm being distant perhaps. But, I don't want him to think i hate him.. Because i don't. It's quite the opposite. I got up to go sit next to him so i could talk to him, but before i could reach to the seat next to him, Haddon walked out. I looked at him, as i already knew that he was going to go sit by Addison, so i stopped and went to go sit back at my chair.
After lunch i went to go ask the staff if i could go to the activity room. For some just quiet, In there you never get quiet unless everyone is sleeping. I took my journal and I went to go sit on the floor with my back against the wall, you can only sit on a certain wall, so the staff can see you and make sure you aren't hurting yourself. While i was in there i decided to write a song, which for once i actually completed a song. I was proud of my self.
When the night staff came in We had the best one. Her name was "Chennel" Chennel was funny and very hyper. I loved that about her, before hygiene time, She announced that we were having a talent show. She wanted everyone to be involved with it. Who ever refused to go up there was going to be on an automatic red.
It was finally time for the famous mental talent show! A lot of kids just did basic things, sing their alphabet backwards or just danced. This girl went up there, her name was Savana and she sung "baby its cold outside" and she was really good! She was really pretty also, She was new, she came a day before and i talked to her once or twice, but Haddon was starting to get close to her, he was starting to hang out with her more and more, sat with her at the cafe, After she went it was my turn, at first i didn't want to go, then i just said "fuck it" and i went up and i sang the song "innocent" one of the staff said that me him and savana were going to become a band. I thought it was kinda funny, because it reminded me of kamryn from when i first actually talked to her.
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Georgetown Behavior Health Institutions
RomanceI'm gonna be talking about things that happened in georgetown behavior health institution and how the people were in there and who i met and the emotional rollercoaster that has been placed into my life
