Standing Alone

Chapter 21

{hey guys!!! Sorry for not updating! Exams are killing meeeeee!! And we have some troubles with our horses... they have to move 'cause they need the area for a new building! So I'm not in the mood... It has been a month or two since I updated my other book... so you guys are lucky that I'm updating this one sooner 😂 anyway... here's a small chapter I wrote on the toilet during my Dutch exam 😂}

           

Ahsoka's POV:

I kept the connection with Ezra. We tried to get in his mind but it didn't work...

I couldn't believe I was going to lose him! I hurt him so much and I want to erase my mistakes, but I can't do that if I keep making it worse!

Suddenly... the heart monitor started beeping and Ezra sat up, like nothing happened.

"Are you okay!!!?? You scared the shit out of me!" I yelled mad and scared.

He looked down and quietly answered.

"S-sorry... I-I didn't mean to..."

I gave him a hug and holded him close.

"Don't be. You just had a nightmare and it turned out a little more than that. It's okay." Kanan soothed him while I released the hug.

"He was dead!!!" I yelled "how is that okay!?"

"Ahsoka. Relax. Everything turned out okay."

"What if it didn't turn out okay!?"

"Then I would be walking beside you as a force ghost beside Anakin Skywalker."

I was stunned.

Anakin? How does he know Anakin? Maybe Barriss told Ezra about him?

"What? How do you-"

"He talked to me when I was unconscious. I really thought I was dead so first he played the game with me and then he finally told me it was all fake. He was your master right?"

"Y-yes?" I said still stunned...

"How could you handle his jokes!? I was with him for 10 minutes And I already hate his 'jokes'." He said rolling his eyes.

I couldn't help but chuckle and gave the kid a last hug.

"That's just how he is. If you're feeling alright we can go for breakfast? Then we'll talk about your dream before everything went black."

He nodded and Zeb helped him in his wheelchair. We all walked out and I smiled at the sight of the Ghost crew acting like a family to the kid. Zeb pushed his wheelchair, Sabine gave him one of her spray cans, which they used to paint Zeb's arms, and at last Kanan and Hera were walking behind them, arms around each other, watching their kids.

"Cute right?" Rex appeared next to me.

"Yes. It is."

He laid his arm on my shoulders and I rested my head on his. Everything was going good. But we forgot one thing... it's not going to stay like this. She's still walking around.

Barriss.

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