Hamilton x Reader [DISCONTINUED]

(Poly)Hamilsquad x Reader - Cry it Out

Summary: you are having a good day until a phone call.
Triggers: sad, cussing, (y/c/n) is your cousins name, a death ( not any of the mains tho )
Time period: present
Note: ok so I'm literally having sm fun with this please keep the requests rolling in! I love writing man oM- I'll probably try updating everyday, but no guarantees during the weekdays, and Christmas break.

Stretching, you rolled out of bed ( literally, you ended up falling on the floor ) in a giggling mess. " I'm a mess, " you murmured, and the door slammed open, John and Alex right there. " Jesus, what happened? " John ran over to your side, Alex right behind him. " Nothing. I rolled out of bed. "

Alex gave a sigh of relief, " Good. " John pressed a kiss to your lips and you reciprocated it, and got up. " John, you kiss (Y/N) but not me? " he pouted, John pressing a quick kiss against his lips too. As that went down, you opened your blinds, sighing happily and staring out the window.

Snow drifted down onto the concrete, people hustling on the streets and cars lined up waiting for the light to turn green. Alex and John must have walked out because it was silent in your bedroom. Silence was a blessing around the house. Having four husbands, it was barely ever quiet.

Don't get me wrong, it's nice to have them and their voices around the house, but sometimes it can get overwhelming. In the group, despite gender role, you were the tough one. Never crying and emotionally stable. Usually laughing and smiling. As long as you had dated them, 2 years and been married, a few months, they'd never seen you cry.

You'd seen them cry countless times; have it be from stress with work, or just simply sitting on the couch watching Marley and Me.

Huffing contently, you walk out, grabbing a towel and walking into the bathroom to take a shower. You showered for awhile, or what felt like awhile, before getting out and getting dressed into your favorite outfit.

Walking into the kitchen, you're greeted by another one of your husbands, Lafayette. He was cooking some eggs.

" Oh! Hello mon amour, " he smiled and leaned down, kissing you. Kissing back for a little, you both pulled away, and you responded, " Hey Laf. "

" You want some too? " he asked, motioning to the eggs. " Yes please, " you smiled, sitting on the counter, chatting with him until they were done.

You sit down next to him at the table, eating your breakfast. " Where did John and Alex go? " you ask, putting some egg in your mouth.
" I think to the store, with Herc. I didn't feel up to going. " he said, eating. " The store's pretty boring, I don't blame you, " you chuckle, finishing. " You want me to take your plate? " you ask, as he finished also. " Yes please, thank you! " he smiles, walking to his room.

You rinse them and put them in the dishwasher. You go to your room and grab your phone from charging to see many calls from your aunt(s), cousin(s), and mom.
Confused, you call back your mom first. " Hey mom! What's wrong? " you ask as she picks up, walking to the couch and sitting down. Her voice is trembling when she speaks, " It's (Y/C/N). They passed.. "

And everything just tunes out. Your hands feel numb and you can't talk. You can hear your mother's voice, but don't acknowledge it as you feel yourself shake. A loud noise comes out of you, and your phone drops to the ground. Laf comes racing into the living room as you fight back tears.

You can only hear his voice, as he's on the phone, presumably with one of the three. He gets off the phone and he's hugging, and whispering to you, and you can hear the door slam open and the other three come to comfort you. Hercules is quickly in front of you, the only one in your vision. " Baby, look at me. You need to cry it out. You can't pent it up. Let it out. "

His hands are on your cheeks and you feel the salty tears dripping down your cheeks, and you're shaking. Herc rubs your arm and John quickly comes, grabbing you and you wrap your arms around him, sobbing. Someone's rubbing circles into your back, and they're talking about something.

Slowly, you feel better, and are able to focus. " Ugh, " you murmur, emerging from the sobbing you had. You look around. Alex is sitting on the ground in front of you, Laf is on one side of you, John is on the other and Herc is behind the couch.

" T-thank you guys.. " you whisper, slumping back, Herc massaging your shoulders. " Of course. Are you feeling better? " Alex asks, putting a hand on your knee. You nod, " I'm sorry for freaking out. "

" Chickadee, it's okay! Please don't be afraid to let your emotions out. You aren't a robot. Everyone cries, " John runs a hand up and down your arm.

" I love you guys, so much. "
" We love you too, " Laf nuzzles his face into your neck and cuddles your arm.
" Mhm, " Alex says, laying his head on your legs.
You had the best husbands anyone could ask for.