Innocent Love {J-Fred X Reader}

23. Arguement

Joey's POV
Me and Y/N woke up and did our normal morning routine. Then went to work.When we got to work Matt was the only one there. Y/N walked straight up to my office. It's weird she hasn't been acting herself this morning. I have to ask her about it. I walked up to Matt to see what he was doing.
Joey: "Hey Matt"
Matt: "Hey. Why is there a hickey on Y/N's neck?"
I looked down at the ground. I looked back at Matt he had a weird smirk on his face.
Joey: "Stop making that face"
Matt chuckled.
Joey: "Ok Ima go check on Y/N"
I walked upstairs and into my office. I saw Y/N on her computer with her headphones on. I brought my office chair over to where she was sitting. She took her earbud out and looked at me.
Y/N: "Hi"
She looked a little sad.
Joey: "Hey just wanted to see what you were doing"
Y/N: "Oh"
See looked back at her computer.
Joey: "Are you ok?"
Y/N: "Yeah"
She gave me a fake smile.
Joey: "Are you sure you're ok?"
Y/N: "Yes Joey I'm fine"
Joey: "Alright"
I moved my chair back to where my desk was and started to do some work. I could tell she wasn't ok but she won't budge so I'll leave her alone.
A few hours had passed and she still looked depressed. I tried to think of ways to cheer her up but I didn't want her to be angry. I'm starting to get really worried.
Joey: "Hey Y/N do you want anything for lunch?"
Y/N: "No I'm good"
Joey: "Are you sure?"
Y/N: "Yes"
Joey: "Alright"
I got up out of my seat, went over to Y/N and gave her a kiss on the cheek. I left my office and went out with the rest of the guys for lunch.
Bryan: "Isn't Y/N coming?"
Joey: "No she doesn't want anything"
Matt: "That's weird she usually get something to eat and comes with us"
Joey: "I know I'm getting worried"
Matt: "Maybe she's not feeling well"
Joey: "I don't know. Let's just go"
Matt: "Alright"

Y/N's POV
I feel like shit today but I wasn't going to tell Joey that. I'm just paranoid, what if Mark finds me again and if he attacks me? I can't deal with it anymore. I try to act cool around Joey but I think he's starting to notice. It's also getting to the point where I'm constantly stressed and I'm depressed. I've turned to smoking but I do it behind Joey's back. Since the guys are gone, I'm going to have one now. When I have one all my troubles go away for a second and I'm able to relax for a little bit. It's my fault I'm in this position and it's my fault we had to move. Once I was finished my cigarette I brought a change of clothes so I wouldn't smell like cigarette. I popped a piece of gum in my mouth and I changed into the clothes, as soon as I was done changing I heard the guys come in. I quickly shoved the clothes in my bag and sat in my chair. Joey came in.
Joey: "Hey angel"
Y/N: "Hi"
He came up and kissed my cheek again.
Joey: "Why do you smell like smoke?"
Y/N: "Oh I was outside and one of the people from the warehouse next door came to talk to me. He was smoking"
Joey: "Oh ok"
Joey went to his desk to grab his water.
Joey: "I'm going downstairs to eat lunch. So if you need me I'll be downstairs"
Y/N: "Ok"
Joey left and closed the door behind him. Man, I felt terrible lying to Joey. I sighed and rested my head on my desk. After that, I just started to break down. I started to sob uncontrollably but quiet enough so the guys can't hear.
Y/N: "Come on Y/N get your shit together"
I smashed my fist against the desk. It made a really loud noise. I was angry at myself. I hated crying but it was all I could do at this point. Joey knocked on the door.
Joey: "Can I come in?"
I quickly wiped my tears away and put my hood up.
Y/N: "Yeah"
Joey walked in.
Joey: "Are you ok? I heard a loud smash and thought you were hurt"
Y/N: "Yeah I'm fine, my keyboard wasn't working"
Joey: "So you smashed it?"
Y/N: "Yeah and it worked"
Joey: "Ok"
Joey said quirking an eyebrow up.
Y/N: "You can go back and eat"
Joey: "Ok just wanted to check on you"
Y/N: "Alright"
Joey left to go downstairs again.
It was the end of the day. I got into the car and waited for Joey. He finally came in and we drove home. The drive was quiet.
When we got home, I set my things in our room and went to lay on the couch. Then Joey walked into our room.
Joey: "Y/N?"
Y/N: "What?"
Joey came walking out of our room with something in his hand. He had it behind his back he stood in front of me.
Joey: "WHAT is this?!?!"
He said revealing my pack of cigarettes.
Y/N: "Joey I-"
Joey: "How long have you been smoking?!??"
Y/N: "For a few weeks"
I looked down in defeat
Joey: "Not only did you lie to me Y/N. You were doing it behind my back"
I got up from the couch and stood in front of him.
Y/N: "Joey you don't understand"
Joey: "No Y/N you should have told me"
Y/N: "WELL MAYBE IF YOU WOULD LISTEN TO ME THEN I COULD TELL YOU WHY I DID IT"
Joey: "NO WHY WOULD YOU LIE TO ME LIKE THAT. THATS NOT FAIR TO ME"
Y/N: "I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE FREAKING OUT ABOUT THEY ARE JUST CIGARETTES"
Joey: "Y/N HAVE YOU NOT BEEN LISTENING TO ME THIS WHILE TIME? YOU LIED TO MY FACE AND DID IT BEHIND MY BACK"
Y/N: "YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IM GOING THROUGH"
Joey: "YEAH I DO"
What I did next was the worst mistake of my life. I slapped Joey and I looked him straight in the eye.
Y/N: "You have no idea what I'm going through"
I pushed past him and ran into our room. I slammed the door. I put my back against the door and slid down to the floor and broke down. I heard the front door slam shut. I got up and went to the mirror and look at what a mess I was. I could look any longer. I was so angry I punched the mirror and it shattered to pieces. I left our room and went to the washroom to splash water on my face so I could calm down. I decided I needed to take a nap. I went to our room and fell asleep. I woke up to knock on the door. I walked up to the front door and opened it to see Joey.