the bad boy

Im missing you

Jessie's P.O.V

I miss Harry's touch when I wake up first thing in the morning. I miss the cute way he yawns. I miss his dimples and I miss him. I hate being such a nice person. I shouldn't miss him, he's not worth crying over. I am going to collage today. I can't wait I have to put my boxes in my car. I know this is the perfect thing to distract me from Harry. I jumped into the shower.

I grabbed my last three boxes and put them in my car. Today is the day. I walked back inside and put on some fresh clothes. I grabbed a red sweater and my gray leggings. I put my black combat boots on. I walked outside and smelled the air. I was really scared of what will happen today. but I knew it's better then what's happening here. I went back towards the door and locked it. I left the key under the mat. my mom was moving back in since I was leaving. I got into my car and pulled out my phone. I took a photo of me looking scared and sent it to Niall. I haven't talked to him in 2 weeks. I felt really bad that day. It didn't feel right leaving him, but I had to.

I started to drive when my phone started beeping. "I miss hanging out with you. hope you have a good first week". it felt really good talking to a person that actually cares about me.

1 hour later.

I approached the collage and parked my car. I walked inside. I had no idea were anything was. I walked up to what I assume is the front desk.

"I'm hi! I'm new, my name is Jessie Walters". I said. I felt really nervous. it's like I'm back in high school again. I went through a lot to get to where I am. I'm not going back.

"Hello dear. your dorm is 142. here's you class sheet. it tells yeah where to go". I nodded and left to find my dorm. I was really confused and the sheet didn't help.

I was getting bumped around like a doll. I wanted to scream at them. but it's not worth it.

"Hi do you need help"? a girl asked.

"Omg thank you. I need help finding my dorm". I told her.

"What door number"? she asked.

"142". I mumbled.

"Wow your my dorm body"! she shouted and jumped up and down. she had blond hair and grayish blue eyes.

"Oh by the way! my name is Jeannette. But you can call me Jenny if you want".

She said, smiling.

"Um can you help me take my stuff up from my car"? I asked. I get if she wanted to say no. I'm a stranger.

"Okay"! she said, as she grabbed my arm.

"Wow! your really nice". I said.

Her smile grew bigger.

"Thanks"! she chirped.

Harry's P.O.V

I actually missed Jess. I can't believe this why dose this always happen. she's not even around me right now and I feel guilty. I hate my heart and I hate her. that should be it. no feelings.

"Harry we have to go to the party". Liam shouted.

"Hurry up Harry if were late I'm going to be mad"! Liam shouted. why was he going to be mad anyways? there's no point. he wasn't going to do anything, but talk to people. I walked out of my room and ran down the stairs.

"Harry"!! Liam shouted.

"I'm here come down". I said, as we got out the door and jumped in the car. he's always whining about some shit.

"Thanks for making us late"! Niall said.

I don't like it when everyone stairs at me. it makes me mad. he's being a douchebag, right now.