the bad boy

from start to finish!

Jessie's P.O.V

I was still in the hospital, I laid back into my pillow. Harry was by my side, he never left. I wish he would, believe me I want him to stay, but I don't want him to see me when I die. And I know i'm going to die. His eyelids were closed, he's falling asleep. I slowly raised my hand to his face, I gently touched his cheek.

"Harry'. I whispered.

"Yeah babe"?

"Go home, ill be alright". I lied. I could die anytime now.

"No, i'm staying Jess, there's no way your gonna get me to leave".

I was afraid he would say that. I love harry and he just dose'nt feel the same. He can act like he dosent, but I can tell he dosent love me. He just feels guilty because it's his fault.

"Please Harry leave, just go. I can't stand to die in front of you", I sighed.

"I'm not leaving and that's final, your not gonna die. Don't be negative".

"Harry your negative all the time", I sighed.

He chuckled.

"Why don't you get lunch", I muttered.

"What did I say about, me not leaving".

"Harry you'll be right back! Just go get me Starbucks. I'll be fine alone". I whispered.

"Are you sure"?

"I'm sure",

"Ok I'll be back in five minutes". He said well he reached for his coat.

"Bye", I whispered. I was actually happy he left. I don't want to die with him on my side. I love him but I can't keep going knowing that he'll never love me. I felt tears coming down my eyes. I'm crying now. Pathetic and crying just great.

I looked to the scanner my heart race was slowing down. God It's happening, I'm dying. I'm gonna die. I haven't lived yet to die. I didn't say goodbye to my mother. I didn't say goodbye to my friends in collage. I haven't been free.

"Oh dear your heart race". The nurse said. My eyes were filled with tears.

"Is she okay"? A husky voice said. I knew it had to be Harry.

"No, she's gonna die. I'm very sorry". The lady said as she hugged Harry.

Harry had anger, sadness and tears in his eyes. He came and grabbed my hand.

"Please don't die, I love you. Please". He whispered.

"I'm sorry Harry, I love you. I always have. I love you Harry, even though you'll never love me. I love you". I whispered. I shut my eyes.

He kissed me, and whispered I loved you too. And with that I died. There was no more heart beat in me.

There was no more me, and there was no more us. I'm died.