the bad boy

Why i fell in love with you

I waited for Harry to explain. He seemed to be figuring it out in his mind. He's probably going over it mutually times. I can't wait to hear what he had to say. Hah I bet it's going to be something stupid. It's time he says it. "Well"? My voice managed to say. His head shoot up. His facial expression was unreadable.

"Well Jess! I never meant to hurt y-- I cut him off. How is he going to tell me this bullshit.

"Harry skip the bullshit! Obviously you meant to hurt me. Why else would you do it? What I wasn't good enough for you? I wasn't her? I shouldn't have got in to this shit with you. I-I knew this was going to be a mistake. I should of just kept you out of my life. I wish I never met you! I wish I-I never dated you"! His eyes grew bigger. The words I said played in my head. I can't believe he's trying to tell me he didn't mean to.

Bullshit!

"I guess we meant nothing. Huh! You mean nothing to me and I mean nothing to you. Am I getting this right? Is this what you want me to say? Is this what you want to hear, Jess"? He stood from the couch. I didn't want to hear any of this. I want to hear why he cheated on me.

"Yeah! We meant nothing! I don't know why I wanted you. Niall and Zayn, were better then you"! I shouted. I walked to the door and opened it. I gestured him to leave. He huffed and walked out. I can't believe him. I need to talk to someone. I can't stand being alone. I looked down at my phone. It was Louis.

"Yeah Louis"! I said. I know he had a smile on his face.

"What happen with you and Harry. He left pretty quick after he found out you were back in town". He said. I sighed.

"Lou I'll meet you at your flat and I'll tell you what happen". I smiled.

"Okay see you then"! He hung up. I ran to my car.

10 minutes later.

I knocked on Louis door. I knew he wasn't doing anything. He's always there when I need him.

"Hey Jess"! He said and grabbed my keys. I walked in to his warm apartment. I sat on the couch and he sat beside me.

"Well"? His eyebrow rose. How was I going to explain this. It's Harry best friend I'm talking to.

"Well first of all your best friend is a complete asshole". I sighed.

"Duh I know go on"! He smirked.

"Well he said I never got to explain so I let him and he began with.

'I never meant to hurt you'. I cut him off and said cut the bullshit.

Then he said i meant nothing to him. Then I said that Zayn and Niall were better then him. I wish I never met you. He stormed out of my house". I sighed.

Louis looked at me in shock.

"What should I do"? I whispered. I felt a tear drop down my face. He shrugged. "Well I don't think you want to hear my answer". He whispered. What is his he going to say?

"Go on"! I lightly nodded.

"Well maybe you should give him another chance. It might be worth it you know". He said. I've gave him so many chances already and he managed to screw them up.

"No! I gave him to many already. And he's probably fucking Kenzie already". I stated. He looked down at the floor. I know there's nothing good happening when me and Harry are together. Obviously were not meant to be.

"I'm sorry for snapping at you like that. It's just Harry is fucking with my mind. I don't want to give him another chance cause he'll screw it up! I know what your trying to do. But I don't think I should be with Harry anymore". I sighed. I can't stand seeing Louis sad. It hardly happens. I guess he's just sad for me.

"It's okay"! He perked up. My phone lit up. Someone was calling me.

"Lou! I'll be right back"! I shouted as I ran to the kitchen. Which wasn't to far from were we were sitting. So he can probably hear my whole conversation.

"What Harry"! Was the first thing that came to mine. I knew it was him. I could tell by the breathing.

"I-I can't be away from you". He whispered into the phone. What he doesn't want anyone hearing him now?

"Well get use to it! Last time I checked we meant nothing to each other". I sighed at my words. But why would he cheat on me? Was this all a game. Was he going to do this all along? I'm so stupid.

"Jess I lov-- "No you don't"! I shouted. I can't believe he's trying to say I love you. When he doesn't. I forgot about my thoughts when a hand was on my shoulder. I turned to see Louis. I gave a smile.

"Jess! I didn't mean to it was just I couldn't brake up with her. I didn't have a choice and I didn't want to loose you". Wow I totally believe this shit!

"Harry you had a fucking choice. And you choose that slut. So screw you! I'm done. Better yet we're done"! I said as hanging up the phone. I can't crawl back to him after that.

"Are you okay"? Louis asked. Why is he so damn nice. It makes me feel like a bad person. "Yeah"! I sighed. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a cup.

"Do you think I did the right choice"? I blurted. I was unsure. Maybe it was a mistake. He shook his head "Not at all! Harry really shouldn't of lied to you like that. And he shouldn't of cheated on you with Kenzie. She's such a whore". He smiled. The way he said whore was funny, because of his British accent. I watched every little detail about the boys. Louis it the funny one, Zayn is the mysterious one, Liam is the dad, Niall is the Irish one and Harry is the asshole. Well he's a charm and a flirt. But I don't want to compliment him. "Lou, I need you to leave I'm going to call Niall. I think it's best if your not here when I talk to him". I whispered. He nodded and gave me a tight hug. He always listened to me.

I waved goodbye as he left.

Another direction boy to leave my house. Yeah Me!