the bad boy

Mixed emotions

Jessie's P.O.V

I heard my phone ringing like crazy. it wouldn't stop. I heard jenny get out of her bed, and walk towards mine. the ringing stopped.

"Hello"! jenny said, her voice sounded crackly.

I couldn't hear the other person on the other side of the line.

"Jenny who is it"!? I whispered yelled.

"It's Harry"! she shouted. god what te is it that was really loud.

"Ummmm.......Shes here. just give me a minute". she said.

"I'll be in Miya's dorm. work it out"! she said before shutting the door.

"Hi Harry". I mumbled into the phone. trying no to sound excited. but I was so happy to hear his sweet voice again.

"Baby I'm so sorry! I don't wan you to hang up. I need you babe. I want you. without you I'm nothing. I really want to see you again". he said, softly into the phone.

"Harry I-I can't you cheated on me with Kendall. she's such a"....... I whispered into the phone. I couldn't even finish my sentence because of the disgust I had at them having sex.

"Babe I know you miss me as much as I miss you. I want you to comeback. please". he begged.

"Sorry Harry I can't keep doing this. actually I'm not sorry. this was all your fault! you could of stayed with me. you wouldn't be missing me if you didn't have sex with that tramp!

Why her out of all people? I am so sick of you and her. I don't need you. I don't want you, and I defiantly don't miss you"! I shouted into the phone.

"You don't mean that"! I heard him say softly.

"I do! goodbye". I said as I hanged up the phone.

Ughhhh! it's so hard to process this when he is in my mind everyday.

Why can't I just get over him.

Remember what I told Zayn.

"I need you to let me go"! it keepers on rattling in my brain.

I didn't know what it meant at the time. I was confused, of my emotions. I was sad and angry.

Maybe it was the fact that he was getting beat up by Niall. but I had said, a lot of stuff to Zayn, that day.

I stumbled out of my bed, and searched through my closet. I rummaged through my clothes to look for a shirt and pants.

I picked a blue and white tank top with black tights. I put my brown Uggs on and my football coat. I got it from my Best friend a year ago. I always kept it.

I walked out to see, Miya singing down the hall.

"Hey Miya! wait up"! I shouted, as she kept on running away from me. dose she not like me? why is she running away from me?

I followed her until we hit outside. I saw a table with flowers in the middle of the soccer felid.

Spencer was sitting at the table with a grin on his face. I looked back to see where Miya went. she was gone, I walked closer to the table. I sat down on the opposite side of the table.

"Soooo....You set this up"? I asked, looking into his Brown eyes.

"Well I know I don't know you that much. but there's a dance coming up and i wanted you to go with me"? he asked.

I looked at him and nodded. he smiled, and I could see he had dimples. which reminded me of Harry. God everything reminds me of him. I was probably going to see him in a week. we have the next two weeks off. I have to go back, and I know Harry will be waiting.