A/N: You pretty much know what I'm gonna put here... :)
January 27, 2011: Thursday
6:54 PM
Dear diary,
I have a new FrIeNd. Her name is Bipolar Disorder, but I’m just going to call her Bi for short. My mother told the counselor today about my recent MoOdSwInGs and rapid t.a.n.t.r.u.m.s. THANKS MOM.
Today was an open discussion of my feelings. I feel FAT. I wanna be THIN and p.r.e.t.t.y. Why can’t people see that?
Because you are thin and pretty already. NO, SHUT UP, HOPE. I’m fat and UGLY. I’m so SiCk of you. Why don’t you just leave. me. alone..?
Mother is FoRcInG food upon me. But Bulimia helps me out... a lot. Anorexia and I are constantly working out if any food remains in my system.
I got weighed again! 110 POUNDS! Yeaaaah, buddy. The following is my WeIgHt:
September 16, 2010: 146 lbs.
September 23, 2010: 143 lbs.
September 30, 2010: 141 lbs.
October 7, 2010: 140 lbs.
October 14, 2010: 138 lbs.
October 21, 2010: 136 lbs.
October 28, 2010: 132 lbs.
November 4, 2010: 133 lbs
November 11, 2010: 130 lbs.
November 18, 2010: 128 lbs.
November 25, 2010: 127 lbs.
December 2, 2010: 125 lbs. *visit to Hell*
December 6, 2010: 125 lbs.
December 10, 2010: 124 lbs.
December 18, 2010: 120 lbs.
December 21, 2010: 122 lbs.
December 22, 2010: 122 lbs.
December 23, 2010: 121 lbs.
December 27, 2010: 119 lbs.
January 3, 2011: 116 lbs.
January 10, 2011: 114 lbs.
January 14, 2011: 114 lbs.
January 15, 2011: 113 lbs. *visit to Hell*
January 19, 2011: 114 lbs.
January 20, 2011: 113 lbs.
January 21, 2011: 112 lbs
Love, 110 lbs.
YOU ARE READING
Diary of a Schizophrenic (Maddening Series: Book 1)
Teen FictionEvery time I w.r.i.t.e, it's like dipping further into the InSaNiTy. I don't need FRIENDSSS when I have friends like Anorexia and Bulimia. They'll A.L.W.A.Y.S. be here for me. xoxo
