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February 12, 2011: Saturday
10:21 AM
Dear diary,
I hate my mother. I hate her. She made me eat breakfast and wouldn’t let me BINGE it out again... I need to get it out of my system. Why is life so cruel?
I hate my mom.
-She hates me too. She just puts up with me. She wants to be rid of me.
I hate my dad.
-He doesn’t even care about anything I do. He’ll notice me when I’m THIN.
I hate myself.
-I’m so damn ugly and FaT. What’s wrong with me?! I’m soooo fat...
...
I hate life.
I hate my life.
-I’m a waste of space.
-I only get in others’ way.
-I have everything wrong with me.
Cutting isn’t going to help with these CrAzY f.e.e.l.i.n.g.s. anymore. I need more help. Depression. Help. Me.
Why does Depression’s smile scare me? A smaller version of her appeared, holding her hand. Depression had a little sister!
Hello, Suicide. It’s lovely to meet you.
Love, What Now?
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Diary of a Schizophrenic (Maddening Series: Book 1)
Teen FictionEvery time I w.r.i.t.e, it's like dipping further into the InSaNiTy. I don't need FRIENDSSS when I have friends like Anorexia and Bulimia. They'll A.L.W.A.Y.S. be here for me. xoxo
