Log #8: July 7

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A/N: "It's not over yet."

Log #8: July 7

Okay, so now it’s official. I’m going home tomorrow. I’m very excited. The first thing I’m going to do is bake with my mother a lovely cake. We used to bake a lot when I was younger, but after the accident, we kind of stopped.

I’m going to reorganize my room. I feel like I need a change anyways to let go of the bad memories.

I can’t wait to start school again. This time, things will be different. I’ll try to be more outgoing. I mean, I’m frightened, but I can’t have that hold me back anymore. I know it’s going to be difficult, and inside, I still feel that turmoil... I mean, I don’t exactly look normal, and people are still going to judge me. And I’m sure there’s going to be rumors about this summer. Yet, my mother has informed about sending me to a reforming school instead, where the people will be more... like me. I think that’s good.

The doctor has also informed me he’s letting me keep copies of these logs. Thanks, doc. I really appreciate it. Thanks for everything. Really.

Love,

Your Favorite Patient

Jackie

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