Joshifer (We Remain)

Part 15

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Jens Pov
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I opened my eyes , letting the sunlight radiate down onto my body. My head pounds , making me feel light headed. I managed to standup , gripping ahold of my ribs , as they burn in excruciating pain. I had no clue what the time was , but I am aware of the fact that I must have missed work, everyone's going to be mad. Why? What am I going to tell them . " oh , hey guys , yeah my ex-boyfriend beat the shit out of me last night , so I decided to stay home . Truth is , that was actually what happened . It's not like anyone would believe me. 5.00pm . Looking at my phone , seeing so many missed calls from Francis and Gary. I'm not dumb , this is enough to explain that they're angry.


I feel absolutely horrible . Looking in the mirror , I look like a complete mess. My bun has gone crazy, and there's literally dried blood on my face and shirt. Dark circles appearing under my eyes, with smudged mascara, making it obvious that I had been crying to much.


I walk outside , grabbing some smokes and alcohol that was left over from last night.


Grabbing a cigarette , I light it up , in hauling lots of smoke . The burning sensation takes over , calming my body from head to toe.

Who could blame me, I needed it badly. I just felt quite depressed for the last month or two. First I started having trouble with my weight. I have started to become really sick , from the lack of food I've been eating. It's becoming worse than dieting. I've been assaulted twice , for no reason what so ever. So why can't I enjoy a nice drink or two. Cigarettes help with the stress, it takes me away from all my worries . I don't have to suffer with the pain if I drink to much . Being unconscious feels much better , than having to face all of this bullshit.



Heading my way back inside I bring my bottle of wine . Taking large portions in at once. The taste is over powering, but I know that this is what I need . I walk over to my bed , finishing the last of the bottle , before dumping it on the ground . I lie on top of my bed , as the heat is way to hot. I settle down. Closing my eyes , feeling safe and secure.



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Next day !

Jens Pov
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Walking onto set , I go straight to my trailer. Hoping that no one will come up and lecture me from not being here yesterday. I understand that they have a tight schedule.


I head inside , meeting Francis , my director . What the hell is he doing in here.


"Jen, I was trying to call you all yesterday. Where were you" Francis flips


Don't lie to your boss , is all I can think of


"I was on my way yesterday. But I fell down a few stairs, banging my head really hard . I was feeling quite sick . So I went to bed" I say just above a whisper.


I do feel sick. Mentally and emotionally.


"Well , it would have been better if you did contact one of us . You realise we have no time to waste here ."



"Yeah I understand"
I wanted to cry. Not because he's asking me why I wasn't here yesterday. But because I am broken.


"Well I suggest you start getting ready. Today you Sam and Josh will be shooting a few scenes. Then we will see how that goes. If we can do that on time ,then we will do the Katniss and Peeta beach scene .



I look blankly at the ground , looking at it like its a white page . I stair not saying anything at all , only making out a few words


"Jennifer? Are you with me "


"Oh , uh , yeah , sorry "

"Your wetsuits are with hair and makeup team" he tells me


"Thanks" is all that escapes my mouth.


He leaves me to myself.

Thanking god that he believed my story.


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Jens Pov
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I sit on the beach , starring out into the ocean . Waiting for everyone to meet up, for shooting a few scenes . The wetsuit was a bit difficult to put on, without hurting my bruises. My ribs kept burning but I had nothing to take , to help with pain relief.


My mind rakes anything to think of. All I'm feeling is emptiness. I can't picture anything. Nothing.


I hear loud chatter occurring behind me , but I wasn't bothered turning around.
Until two large arms enveloped around my waist, crushing my ribs tightly . Causing me to scream in pain.


"Ahhhhhhhhhh" I scream clutching my waist, wincing.


"Jen, oh my god. I'm so sorry , are you okay babe" Josh rushes to my side, rubbing soft circles on my back"


"Yeah, I'm okay" I whisper. My eyes feel glassy . I look up at josh making eye contact with him. His face is washed over with concern


He looks around making sure no ones watching before planting a small kiss on my lips . He sits down In front of me , entertaining our fingers.

I look at our conjoined hands , softly smiling at this.


Josh asks me again
"You promise your alright"


I don't know what to tell him , about Nick , my mild eating disorder. How do I explain my ribs. Do I lie to him again, and tell him what I told Francis. Josh knows me too well.


"Yeah" I tell him looking down . Feeling guilty


"Why weren't you here yesterday , I missed seeing someone so gorgeous like you "


Does he really think I'm pretty. Does he ?


"I missed you too" I whisper , keeping my head down , A few tears escape my eyes for no reason. Maybe because the stress



Josh notices . He lifts my chin up with his fingers , making me
Look at him.


"Jen, you can tell me what's wrong " he tells me looking into my eyes


"I can't , not here , it hurts too much to tell " this time I break down fully. The tears flow down my cheeks landing onto Joshes hand.,
he lifts me onto his lap , ever so gently holding me in his arms. Trying to calm me down


"You promise to talk to me tonight about this" josh whispers in my ear. Kissing my head.
"I can stay with you tonight Jen. I wouldn't mind "



Looking up at him I place my hand on his face , not caring who's watching , I press my lips agents letting our lips move in sync, I kiss him with with passion through the tears. Breaking the kiss , we still keep our foreheads touching . We both smile at each other. " Thank you Josh " I whisper



Wolf whistling breaks the intimate moment . I turn to see a smirking Sam Claflin.


"Want to explain , love birds"


I blush , hiding my face in the crook of Josh's neck


"Wait until I tell Jena this " he laughs "so it wasn't a fake relationship after all . I always knew that there was chemistry between you too"



" things happen for a reason " Josh tells him


"Peenis is alive . Willow was right. Wait until everyone finds out. Then we will all be shipping Peenis big time"


I giggle really loudly
Making josh rub my back softly , laughing too.


"How cute is this " sam says. He must of grabbed his phone because I heard camera clicking noises.


"Delete" I yell at Sam


"Too late for that. The photographers have probably got plenty of pictures of you both by now. I just want to show Jena this for later "


Fuck ! And he has a really good point


" is that right " josh laughs . He lifts me off his lap getting up and chasing Sam around the beach. Trying to snatch his phone off him.



It was hilarious watching .


"Common you lot , it's time to start filming " Gary shouts interrupting the fun.


"You coming babe" Josh says running over to me , placing a hand around my lower waist , leading me over to the directors


He kisses my cheek , making me blush again. A smile never leaving my face.



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