Joshifer (We Remain)

part 23

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Jennifer's POV

Josh drove me to work today, as I wasn't feeling in the right state of mind. Basically Josh saved my ass this morning, as my alarm for work didn't go off. I started freaking out when Josh came into my hotel room and told me that I was going to be late. He helped me get ready, and being the gentlemen he is, drove me to work too.

at the moment it is lunch break. I was trying my hardest to act professional and do my job, but so far I have felt at my lowest peak. Woody would keep taking long glimpses at me all day, which would lead me off task. I was trying to act professional as possible, by doing my job, but everytime he looked at me, he made me want to break down into tears.I havent seen josh all day, I haven't been on set with me yet so I assume he is looking for me now. Josh always asks me how I'm feeling, and when he does, mijority of the time I'm not okay. I don't want to stress Josh out though, every time I see him, I am constantly talking about all the negitivaty going on in my life, thats all I do, is talk about my problems. Alot of days I feel as though I'm a burden on Joshes shoulders, I'm not suprised if he feels as though I'm a pain that he can't get rid of. I mean I would act the exact same way with Josh, If he was going through what I am dealing with at the moment , I would do anything for the one I love. And thats always going to be Josh .

" Jen, babe"! I am shaken out of my daze. I look up to see josh tapping me on the shoulder.

what? since when did he get in here? how did Josh find me for a fact?

"Hey" I say, below a wisper

" You don't seem to good. Did something happen today Darling? whats up" Josh asks taking a seat beside me on the couch.

"I don't know anymore. I don't know what I feel".

" Do you want to talk about it Jen?" Josh soothes, rubbing his hands up and down my arms, sending shivers right through my body.

Don't

"Woody" is all I manage to say

" Did he say something to you' ? Josh asks concered

"No! I think everyone knows about me! what I told him last night, I think he told everyone. I couldn't sit with everyone today at lunch, because I know that they think I've gone all mental .Thats why I'm in here. I wanted to be alone. I just can't focus today, I've been completely useless on set today, everything I've done has been wrong."