Joshifer (We Remain)

Part 22

(; Josh and Jen are still on the beach.

Jennifer's Pov

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"You want to go back up to your room" he asks stroking my hair

I keep my eyes closed, leaning agents chest. " not yet. This is to nice. Being here with you. It makes me happy."

Josh locks me up in his strong arms, as we cuddle watching the sunset.

"I love it when you hold me. You make me feel Safe"

" I have a long list of things I love about you Jen. I could name hundreds or thousands of things that you make me feel".

"Common spill, I want to know." I ask, sitting up , and looking into his eyes.

"Well. You have a gorgeous smile, every time I look at you, I find the dimples that appear by the corner of your mouth adorable". Josh tells me. His eyes making my heart melt.

I drop my bottom lip, holding my hand to my chest " awwww. Josh. Your so cheesy . And so.... So. You just.... make everything....... So wonderful" I mumble quietly. Dropping my head down, awkwardly tumbling with my fingers.

Josh bends his head down to my level. Making me blush again. "What was that Jen. Did you just say that I make everything. Wonderful! That's... That just makes me feel happy. I'm glad that you feel as though I'm looking after you well. You deserve all the best. You deserve someone who appreciates you, and respects you. Someone who loves you" Josh leans in close to my face,letting the warmth of his breath tingle on my lips.

"Do you feel loved Jen. Is this what love feels like to you" my mind falls blank. Before I can respond Joshes lips intertwine with mine, moving together in a steady rhythm. My body I'd being lightly pushed back, falling Down onto the sand. He leaves my lips, trailing kisses around my jaw line. He sucks agents my neck, causing me to moan .

"Josh. Josh stop" I plead, between breaths "

He stops. Josh looks at me one more time before placing a small kiss on my head , before lying down on the sand next to me.

"I love to make you feel special Jen."

I smile at Josh, exposing my teeth. " sometimes you have a mysterious way of making me feel special."

"Of course. Anything for my boo " he laughs

"Why thanks hon"

" hon ?" Josh asks

" a Huh! Hon " we burst out laughing

"We've never been in a situation before , where one of us has called each other that ".

" yeah that's what makes it so funny " I giggle.

"You stop being so adorable" Josh tickles my nose, as I scrunch it up.

"Do you know how hard it is , to resist the urge of kissing you every second Jen. At work, I find it difficult to not pull you out of set and kiss you then and there, you so irresistible."

"And your so juicy. I could kiss those succulent lips any-day. They're so moist, so tender. " I try sounding seductive , with laughter lingering in my voice .

"Your basically describing my lips as a piece of meat, aka steak. "

"Oh yes Josh! I see a lot In those lips of yours" . I lean into Josh kissing him in the process. We are parted quickly, once we see someone standing I front of us.

It's Woody.

"Sorry for leaving you in charge to find Jen. Obviously you two can't keep your hands of each-other" Woody jokes

" Well I have nothing to say to you " I snap, coldly , sitting up from my position.

"I'm sorry Jen. You should be the one telling yourself that you shouldn't be smoking! " Woody yells

" woah! Look mate! Woody. Please. She doesn't need any of this right now ". Josh steps In, trying to break the tension.

" it's fine! Just tell your girlfriend to behave. We are trying to make a film here, not be on some big holiday, where disaster strikes. I already told you Jen, the club doesn't matter" Woody spits

"you can shut the fuck up Woody. I don't appreciate your judgements or what ever the hell you have to say. I have nothing else to help me. Who actually gives a shit if I choose to smoke or not. It's my choice. I've been suffering from other things since I've been here Woody. Things have gotten so bad, that even my brother Blaine. He doesn't' know what's going on. Why? Well I've been depressed. There's my answer woody. " tears start to brim in my eyes " I want you to leave me alone and I don't want to speak to you. Your obviously not one to be understanding, if your going to make judgements about me. You never gave me a chance. So fuck you! " I scream standing up only to be pulled into Joshes arms.

"Look. Woody. Nows not a good time , I'll talk to you later " obviously Josh was indicating for him to leave.

"It's okay Jen " Josh soothes

"It's not. Look what I've turned into" I break down. " nobody understands how I feel. Only you do. You know Josh. Nobody else"

Josh caresses his thumb across my tears, trying to wipe them away

"I'm sick in tired of feeling sorry for myself. I just want to be happy Josh. And I want you to feel the same way"

"I know . It's not fare" he kisses my head. " I'm not giving up on you Jen. I'm here to help. "

" I want to feel as though I can be happy around everyone again. Enjoy my time here with everyone right now , but that's not happening and I can see it "

"Maybe you should talk to Blaine . I think it's for the best Jen. You haven't heard from your mom in ages. Maybe spending sometime with him may help. Just to at least let him know that your truly okay.

Maybe he's right. Maybe I should talk to Blaine ?

"Just try not to let Woody worry you okay . I will sort it out with him" Josh gently kisses my cheek

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