Joshifer (We Remain)

Part 16

Josh's Pov

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Jen was exhausted all day . While we were filming running scenes . She had to keep stoping because something really hurt or she was constantly out of breath. Every time something happened I always rushed over to see. Sam kept gushing at us for the entire day.

Right now we are been driven back to the hotel. Jen has fallen asleep , I'm not surprised . Her head was resting on my shoulder , Jens arms were securely wrapped around my body. For some reason she looks so hurt, I have no clue what's going on, but she promised to tell me tonight.

When we arrived back to the hotel, I carried Jens light body in my arms , without being too tight or waking her up . I rummage around in my pocket trying to find my key.

"Hey Josh "

I turn to see Sam smirking

"What "

"Make sure you love birds aren't too loud tonight"

I stair at him in unbelief . God he's annoying at times.

Sam just laughs and heads down the hall way, obviously to his room.

Unlocking the door. I flick the lights on carrying her over to my bed. Lying her down .

I close the curtains and go sit beside Jen

"Josh " she says rubbing her eyes

"Yeah it's me love "

"What time is it "

"8.00pm."

"I need to go get my clothes for bed " she tells me

"No how about you rest and I go get your stuff for you " I don't let her protest, I just grab the key out of her bag and walk towards the hall.

"I'll be back soon Jen" I tell her

I walk into Jens room , grabbing her suitcase beside her bed. I am stopped In my tracks when I see a empty wine bottle and cigarette packet dumped on the ground. What the hell has she been up too .

Locking her door , I carry her suitcase back into my hotel room.

I put her things in my bedroom closet. Joining her on the bed . I sit next to her , looking at her, it's as though she's not with it, her expression looks completely blank.

I lift her onto my lap, stoking her hair gently.

" I'm worried Jen. I can't let you keep this from me . I need to know"

Jen doesn't say anything. She just looks up at me with watery eyes. She's broken . I can see straight through her.

"I'm not going anywhere. And I promise to help you with whatever it is going on." I whisper

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Jens Pov

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I start shaking slightly . I don't know what to say . It scares me to think about what has happened.

" I need some air , I'm sorry " I get up off Joshes lap grabbing my room key off the bench.

" babe wait " Josh calls

I ignore him . Heading back into my room, I lock my room door.

Grabbing a new bottle of wine, I crack it open , taking large swigs of it.

I can hear josh banging on my door , asking me to please open up. I skull the whole bottle starting to feel really nauseous. The bottle slips out of my hand smashing onto the ground.