You Are Mine [ManXBoy] BOOK 1

Twenty-Five: Start

Christian's POV:

I have to let go. I should and it's the best thing for me to do.

I woke up early, hindi ko siya ginising dahil baka magbago pa ang isip ko at sundin ang nararamdaman ko. Mahal niya si Ethan at yun ay kaligayahan ko rin. Kahit masakit, titiisin ko. Ito na ang huling pagkikita namin. I decided to move on, meet someone maybe date a guy or just hook ups. I don't know. I'll just go with the flow.

After I prepared all the things na kailanganin ko, I went to him. He still asleep knowing it was early in the morning. He sleeps peacefully. Mamimiss ko ang kanyang maamong mukha. I will surely miss him so much. I tried not to let my tears fall coz I told myself not to and it worked. I have to be strong, break these chains connecting to him. I kissed him on his forehead and left him a letter.

I went outside and started my car then left.

Nasa loob na ako ng eroplano at handa na itong lumipad. I took a last glimpse of the place and I plugged in my earphone and blasted a rock music to destruct my emotions.

Goodbye Riri.

Ethan's POV:

I woke up early, still groggy and felt heavy. I'm still staring at the ceiling and wished na hindi sana siya sumama. It was 7 am in the morning at tinatamad ako. But I decided na pumunta sa condo ni Christian to check. I know it will just broke my heart. Pero nagdadasal ako na sana makita ko siya sa condo.

I started my car at tumungo sa condo ni Christian.

I knocked but no one answered. My tears were starting to fall. I tried to open it at hindi pala ito nakalock. I went inside and closed the door.

Then I saw him lying in the bed. Still asleep, still looks ethereal with those sexy curved body and angelic face. All my sadness and worries are washed away. Like I was given the chance to live again and be happy amidst of bitterness of life.

He was my everything. My tears fall simply because I am happy, Christian understood me and he let go. I can't let go and that's my weakness.

I went to bed saw him hugging his pillow. Maamo siyang natutulog at tumabi ako sa kanya. Tulog na tulog talaga siya dahil hindi man lang niya napansin na gumalaw ang kama.

I hugged him on his waist at pinikit ko ang aking mga mata. Inaamoy ko siya na parang siya lang ang nagbibigay buhay sa akin at kumukumpleto sa araw ko. Natatakot ako na mawala siya bigla. Kahit anong mangyari akin siya at walang aagaw sa kanya.

He started to move at parang naalimpungatan siya. Kaya inalis ko ang aking mga kamay sa kanyang baywang at nakita ko siyang titig na titig sa akin.

"ethan?. What are you doing here? ". He rub his eyes.

"well, I miss you.".

"hello?! . It's early in the morning baka makita ka ni Christian dito".

I hugged him. I just hugged him.

"okay ka lang ba?."

"yes, I am happy na hindi ka sumama sa kanya. ".

"what do you mean? ". Alam ko nalilituhan siya.

"you don't know? ". Nagtataka na rin ako.

"know what? "

"he left already. "

He stares at me na parang pilit niyang iniintindi yung sinabi ko.

He closed his eyes at tinakpan na niya yung mukha niya. I could hear his  hard breathing. I jusy stare at him at hinayaan.