Down For You ( A Boogie Love Story )

DFY.. Pt 6

Kehlani Pov

Marissa dropped me off home. She said she has something to do down at the trap. I walked in the house.

" Hellooo " I singed out. Soon hearing tiny feet hit the floor. My daughter Ayana came from the living room.

" Mumma!! " she screamed.

" Ana!! " i said, picking her up. I kissed her soft, chubby cheeks. My babysitter, Ms. Chandler came from the living room. I smiled at her.

" Hey Kehlani. How was work? " she asked with a smile.

" Tiring. Glad to be home with my mini me. How was she? " i asked.

" She was fine.. As always. " she smiled as she grabbed her things.

" Thanks Ms. Chandler " i said, handing her money but she refused.

" Oh dear.. Keep your money. I been knowing you since you was Ayana age. Your family " she said.

" You sure? " i asked. She nodded.

" Yea. See you in the morning " she said. I nodded. She walked out and i went to go lock the door. Then i brought my attention back to Ayana.

" I miss you, baby " i said. She sucked on her fingers while staring at me.

Two years ago, right after me and Artist broke up, i found out i was pregnant. Trust and believe that i was scared. I was to tell him that he was about to be a father. So i never told him about her. Until this day, he still doesn't know about her. And i don't want my daughter to grow up without a dad like me.

When i found out, i immediately called my cousin, Marissa. Seeing that she was the only family i keep in touch with and who really looks out for me. She would tell me that i need to tell Artist, but i refused. I don't know why I'm scared. Maybe from rejection...i guess.

Marissa made sure my whole nine months of pregnancy was peaceful without the drama. She even threw me a surprised baby shower. Along the journey, i made a few friends. And she even helped with the nursery. We decided to go with the color Lavender or Maroon. So we used both. It came out beautiful. I kind of started to feel bad because Marissa was doing everything Artist was suppose to be doing. She told she didn't mind because she was the only person who i had left and she wanted to make sure i was as comfortable as possible.

Nine months later, i gave birth to a nine ounce and four pound healthy baby girl. I named her Ayana Marie Dubose. And yes, i gave her Artist last name. She's his daughter too. But trust and believe that he going to be in her life. I just need some time to think on what i want to do.

I still love him and that will never change. I cant lose him to another female. He's mine. And ill be damned if i let some bitch take him from me. I'm going to have him one day and we will be one big happy family.

I smiled as i looked down at Ayana as i rocked her to sleep. She looked so much like him. The eyes. The nose. The cheeks. The face. Skin color. The only thing she got from me was my hair. And oh boy does she got a mean nasty attitude like her father. She was the only piece of him that i have.

I promise the day i first saw her face, that i would give her the world. Give her things i never had growing up. To be a better mother then my own and be there when she needs me. My beautiful creation...

Okay that was chapter 5... What y'all think about Kehlani??👀 How would you feel if you were in her shoes?? Well anywhoos.. More is to come which means ill update.