No Commitment (Completed) [R-18]

9 : Nocturnal

Nocturnal

I've been dying to go to Paris. That's the truth. Bata pa lang ako, gustong gusto kong makapunta sa Paris. I dreamed on going there with someone really special to me, my grandmom but seems that I'm going to Paris and see the Eiffel Tower with a clingy man who is unfortunately snoring at my lap. His head is rested on my lap that's why I cannot even position my legs properly. This man here literally slept on my lap after eating a lot of sandwiches a while back. I never thought that this billionaire has some sweetness in his bones. I thought he is just some random guys that acts infront of a woman but I am actually shocked to see how free and natural he acts. He shows what he is. Isa lang ang natutunan ko sa lalaking 'to ngayon. He is clingy most of the time. He loves to piss me off just to get my attention. He asks some question even though he freakin' knows the answer. And he freakin' acts as if he is blind when in fact his eyes are perfectly fine. Remember the remote control, it was freakin' just on the couch and yet he keeps on asking me where it was placed. Nagalit ako ng makita kong nasa couch lang pala yung remote control but he just smiled and have me sit so that he would have the chance to lay his head on my lap.

Ilang sandali pa ng titigan ko siya ng husto. Ngayon ko lang din napagtantong guwapo nga talaga ang bilyonaryong 'to. He has perfect features I shall say. Halos lahat ng parte ng katawan niya, masasabi kong napakaperpekto. I wonder how many girls did this man had before me. I won't question those girls who really fell in love with this man. Ikaw ba naman ang magkaroon ng ganito ka guwapong boyfriend, papakawalan mo pa ba. Well, I'm not Charmaigne Dominique to do that. I'm just happy that Gin is so persistent on winning her back. Kung mahal ko, ipaglalaban ko. Kapag ako ang nagmahal, Ipaglalaban ko ang pagmamahal ko. Puwera na lang kapag hindi niya na talaga ako mahal. But I don't think I would be able to fall in love and find love bacause all I did was to put on barriers in my heart. I'm afraid to lose. I'm afraid to fall in love again because I'm so damn afraid of hurting. Sapat na ang ginawa ko noon para mapatunayan kong kaya kong ipaglaban ang taong mahal ko.

I don't want to love again. That's what I always keep in mind. I am playinv with Vincent's hair when I felt him move. I thought he would wake up already but he just changed his position. Maslalo niyang isiniksik ang kanyang ulo sa lap ko. I don't know if this man is aware of what he is doing. Ilang araw na ding hindi pumapasok ang lalaking 'to. I don't know if he's still keeping in touch with his company. But definitely he is. Imposible namang pinapabayaan niya lamang ng ganon ang kompanya niya. I doubt it.

Ilang sandali pa'y napagtanto kong alas sinko na pala ng gabi. Nakaidlip din pala ako. My eyes roamed around only to see the dark rays of the night. The night is still young but I guess we need to get up from sleep. Vincent is still busy sleeping on my lap that's why I just decided on waking him up. Kailangan na din niyang umuwi. His grandmom is waiting for him I know for sure. Marahan kong niyugyog ang balikat ni Vincent ngunit saglit lang siyang gumalaw bago tuluyang bumalik muli sa pagtulog niya.

" Wake up, Vincent." I told him. He opened his eyes and looked at me first.

" Love" He muttered

" Gabi na, umuwi ka na" I told him.

Nakita ko ang marahan niyang pag-iling sa sinabi ko.

" I'm too dizzy to drive, Love. Let's just sleep" He said before drifting of to sleep again.

" Vincent, hindi puwedeng matulog ka dito. It's an affront to a woman. Now get up and go home." I muttered to him. I was about to stand up when he suddenly hugged me by the waist.

" Ten minutes more, Love" Saad niya sa akin. I breathed in before making a nod.

" Just ten minutes, Carlos Vincent" I told him. I saw him smile before he drifted of to sleep once more.