No Commitment (Completed) [R-18]

17 : IceCream

IceCream

Delusions aren't for those who wavers in love. It's an abolishment to something you don't want to end. The fact will never be the truth as well as the truth will not always be right.

I had been a captive by this man's kisses. Mga halik niyang punong puno ng pagmamahal. Mga halik niyang simbolo ng pagpapahalaga niya sa akin. Naramdaman ko na lamang ang paghawak ni Vincent sa beywang ko. He was pulling me closer to him. Intensifying the kiss we are sharing. Halos mawalan na ako ng hininga dahil sa lalim ng halik na ibinibigay niya sa akin. Parang sasabog na ang puso ko dahil sa iba't ibang emosyon na nararamdaman nito. It feels right but not everything that feels right are completely concrete with the word itself.

" Why are you crying, Love?" Tanong sa akin ni Vincent ng maramdaman niya na basa ang mukha ko. I was expecting him to stop the kiss but I was wrong. He continued it as if nothing had happened.

" Vincent" I whispered at him while his tongue are still doing it's own job.

" Vincent" I muttered again, cupping both of his cheeks, ending the kiss.

" I thought we are bound to have something for our stomachs and not for our lips, Carlos Vincent. Come on Sir, you better feed me" I tried to boost the atmosphere inside his car. I also used those words he told me awhile back just to avert his attention. Nakarating narin kami sa wakas and I don't question him choosing a fine and elegant food shop. He is a billionaire after all.

I was about to get out of his car when I received a call from Andrew. I didn't think twice on answering his call.

" Hon" Bungad agad niya sa akin

" Napatawag ka, Andrew" Agad namang kumuyom ang mga kamao ni Vincent pagkarinig niya ng pangalan ni Andrew.

" I just want to know where you are Hon. Nasa opisina ka pa ba? I want to fetch you there. Let's have something for a snack" May himig ng pagkabalisa sa boses niya.

" Andrew, I'm with my boss right now." Napapikit ako sa mga sinabi ko. And why am I even feeling as if I'm been committing infidelity here?

" I see, you mean my friend, Carlos" May panunuya na ngayon sa tinig ng boses niya.

" Andrew, I'll talk to you later." As much as I wanted to explain myself. Hindi ko manlang magawa dahil hindi ko alam kung paano ba ako magpapaliwag. And I can see jealousy in the eyes of Vincent already. Mga mata niyang palagi ko na lang nababasa.

He made his way inside the food shop. Alam kong nagtatampo na naman siya sa akin. Ba't ba mga lalaki ngayon, sila na ang matampuhin?

" Vincent" Tawag ko sa kanya ngunit nilingon niya lang ako.

Siya na rin ang umorde para sa amin. I won't complain for that actually. I can't do that when he's pissed at me. Iyan ang mahirap sa lalaking 'to eh, ang lakas mantrip pero pag siya na ang badtrip, parang kasalan pa ng buong mundo.

Nauna na akong umupo. Ilang minuto pa'y sumunod na din siya.

I just stared at him for a couple of minutes. He looked at me. I can see all that's within the facial expressions of this man.

" Gusto mo ng ice cream?" What the heck was that for, George? A compensation for what has happened a while back? I thought to myself.

" Gusto mo ng cake na may ice cream?" Tanong ko ulit sa kanya. I just want to make him smile. Ngunit isa lang ang naging sagot niya.

" Nakakaselos, Love"

" Ahh gusto mo lang ng ice cream. Ayaw mo ng cake kase pambata lang iyun. Pati naman yung ice cream ah" What the heck am I even saying now. He was damn looking at me straight in the eyes.