No Commitment (Completed) [R-18]

18 : Drunk

Drunk

Gabi na ng makauwi ako sa unit ko. And don't ask me who did the driving for me.

Hanggang makauwi kami, tango lang ang naging tugon ni Vincent sa lahat ng mga sinasabi. I've tried appeasing the mood. God knows I've tried hard but he really is not inclined with what I am telling him. He nods, to show interest but I know that he doesn't care at all about everything that I choose to tell him. It wasn't that long though when I decided to change the topic and talk about those things I am sure that's bothering him.

But it wasn't on plain papers and pens. Everything still has it's designs and all of the effort of art. Magulo parin ang lahat. Iyan mismo ang nararamdaman ko. Totally different from how Vincent views everything. He has already made up his mind. He has already decided what to do.

" A fight is yet to come the moment you give me the right to start it, Love" It was his words. His words I can't even deny of its worth.

Sometimes I want to question life. How is it possible for me to be subjected with such problem in the first place? It feels like I'm in an arena, a battle has started, but I don't even have any weapons at hand. No skills to fight. No strength to defend myself. It seems hyperbolic but it's true. Iyan mismo ang katotohanan. Vulnerabilty is not a joke. It's not even something you should take for granted. It is practically because it isn't even a thing you should ignore.

Napasandal na lamang ako sa head board ng kama ko. I can no longer think of everything that has happened.

A knock in my front door suddenly awakened my sleeping senses. Nakatulog na pala ako.

Who might me that person again. It's almost one oclock in the evening for pete's sake. And a burglar won't knock. Kung magnanakaw man iyan, hindi iyan kakatok.

I immediately got up from bed. Sinilip ko muna kung sino 'yung nasa pintuan sa may maliit na butas sa aking pintuan.

Laking gulat ko na lang ng makita kong si Andrew iyon.

And he is freakin' drunk at his state. Damn it!

I opened my door for him agad naman siyang pumasok. Hindi ko lubos maisip na nakabusiness suit pa talaga siyang naglasing.

" Andrew, what in the world are you thinking for making yourself drunk" Panenermon ko sa kanya.

Hindi na ako nagulat pa ng hapitin niya ako sa bewang. His manly scent surrounded my atmosphere and I can even sense the mixture of his scent and the alcohol.

" I'm thinking about you. All about you, Hon" He muttered. I mentally cursed at what he just said.

This is not what I expected.

" You need to rest. You might just had a bad day" Saad ko sa kanya.

He rested his head on my shoulder near my neck before encircling his arms on my waist.

" May karapatan parin naman akong gawin 'to diba. I'm still entitled for a hug. And I'm still allowed for a kiss" He said before crashing his lips to mine.

Damn it.

His kisses were like a promise of a thousand words. Nalalasahan ko pa ang alak sa halik niya. I immediately ended the kiss but he was persistent on not stopping it.

" Andrew, YOU ARE DRUNK." Diniinan ko ang bawat salita na lumabas sa bibig ko.

I saw his black stares at me. Mga tingin niyang animo'y nagpapakita ng matinding emosyon.