No Commitment (Completed) [R-18]

23 : Pizzas

Pizzas

" Andrew!" I called him ngunit diretso lamang siyang naglakad papunta sa kusina

He placed a slice of pizza on the plate then he took some juice on the fridge before walking back to the living room.

" Andrew, gusto kong makinig ka sa akin." I started.

" Why is it so easy for you to give up on me, Cassidy. Tangina Cassidy, we should be married right now if not because of my fucking heart! What the fuck is the difference now. Cassidy I'm still here and I'm still fucking inlove with you. But what the fuck are you saying now" He hissed

" Marami Andrew, marami ng nagbago. Sa loob ng mahigit isang taon, natutunan ng puso kong umibig muli. And I unfortunately fell in love with your bestfriend, Andrew. And either you accept it or not, I love him more than I do to you! Andrew, ang masaklap pa nito, I cannot even give him up!" True to myself, I've said what I needed to say. At lahat ng mga sinabi ko ay totoo.

" And you can give me up!" He sounded angry already

" Yes" I told him.

" Andrew, If giving you up means me finally being happy, then I wouldn't deny it from you. Andrew it's not your fault that I fell out of love from you. Dahil mahal ko ang kaibigan mo. Andrew, I'm in love with Vincent." I honestly told him.

It's now or never. I thought to myself.

I'll never know what will come next after this but I'm willing to take the risk. I will never know what's going to happen after this unless I'm going to cross the bridge. And I'll start everything by being true to myself. Pagod na din akong sabihin sa sarili ko na hindi ko siya mahal, kahit na iyon mismo ang isinisigaw ng puso at isip ko. I'm just afraid of the possible consequences of everything but who am I kidding? Meeting him was fate, being his friend was a choice but falling in love with him was beyond my control.

" And I'm not giving you up without putting up a Goddamn fight, Cassidy" He almost shouted.

" Tangina, kung kailangan kong kalabanin ang mismong kaibigan ko, gagawin ko. You're mine in the first place. He crossed something he shouldn't have crossed" He spoke with so much authority.

" Kung sa tingin mo hahayaan na lamang kita sa kanya, then you're wrong Hon. Dahil alam kong may pag-asa pa ako. I still have the chance to make things right. You're overwhelmed with the fact that he has been so good to you. Hon, kilala ko ang kaibigan ko. He's a playboy for all you know and he's never going to change" He said.

" I know, Andrew. But I love him just the way he is. I accept him for who he is. All his flaws. His past. All of it, tanggap ko. That's how I am in love with him. Andrew, I have loved you and you know that too much. But I cannot dictate my heart anymore. And it's not you whom my heart is beating for now. My heart is beating for another man." I told him.

Hinapit niya ako sa bewang bago siya muling nagsalita.

" You don't have any idea what my friend is capable of, Hon. He's not what you think he is. He's still a playboy for all you know. He sleeps around." He smirked at me.

I smiled at what he said

" I love him still, Andrew. Kahit anong sabihin mo pa, I still love that man" I told him.

He broke down into tears.

" Bakit ba ang dali mong mapamahal sa iba ha, Cassidy. Bakit ba ang dali mong itapon lahat ng pinagsamahan natin. Just because of my damn friend. What is with him that I took for granted with all those years? What the fuck did he do to you that I didn't do? Dahil nakakagago na Cassidy. I'm trying here. Tangina ginagawa ko ang lahat pero ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang pakiramdam ng may kahati. Your time isn't mine as well as your decisions and your plans but that's okay as long as your heart's mine and mine alone. Please Cassidy, give us another chance. Ikaw lang ang tanging babaeng minahal ko ng ganito and I don't want to end up loosing this time. I wanted to prove you that despite what had happened, I'm still madly in love with you and I still want to marry you badly, Cassidy" He muttered.