No Commitment (Completed) [R-18]

1 : Challenging

Challenging

Stepping in San Francisco means something to me. Change of life, or somehow change of heart and that means moving on. Live life the way it should be and just forget the past. Ayoko ng isipin pa ang aking nakaraan because if I would do that, my past will continue haunting me down

After being dumped by the only man my heart ever loved on my wedding day. Moving on was a pain in the ass but I've still choose to let it all go, minahal ko eh. Kaya nga ginawa akong tanga ng pagmamahal na iyan. All the heartaches and pains of loosing him was no longer a chain that held me captive. I wanted to be free. I wanted to live a life where heartbreaks no longer exist, a life where I tend to erradicate being inlove with someone anymore. Ayoko na dahil todang toda na ang puso ko jan

" The Fault in our Stars" I whispered the title of the book my eyes just laid on. A title that makes you think of a lot of possibilities which makes it to these book pages. Marami ka ng pwedeng maging conclusions sa storya, hindi mo pa man nababasa pa. I took it out from the bookshelf and tried to scan it. The font style: check. The font size: too small but quite enough for me. The thickness: double check. Mahilig akong magbasa, I don't know but I somehow feel relieved and relaxed through reading.

I want this book. Dali dali kong kinuha yung libro bago tuluyang umalis sa romance section. Hindi na ako tumingin pa ng iba dahil pag ako naghahanap ng librong mababasa, kung ano man ang unang matipuan ng mga mata ko yun na iyun. I don't look for another.

I made my way to the cashier when someone slipped infront of me. Tssk, sumingit pa sa pila. Hindi manlang marunong maghintay. I thought to myself

" Hoy lalaki ka! Ano bang pinagmamayabang mo sa sarili at hindi ka manlang marunong pumila. Aba'y daig mo pa kung sino mang pontio pilato kung makapagsingit sa pilahan. Sayo ba 'tong bookstore na 'to ha" I seriously wanted to punch this guy infront of me. Buti na lang nagawa ko pang gumamit ng tagalog. I'm in San Francisco, the place where no one understands what I just said and I'm very happy about it.

" Magandang araw magandang binibini. Ako nga pala si Carlos Vincent Alcantara. Pilipino sa dugo at pawis" Holy freakin' cow. This man isn't an alien at all. He freakin' is a bloody hell Filipino dahil nagtatagalog siya.

" Layuan mo akong ungas ka. I don't talk to strangers. Excuse me" I said bago siya lampasan. That guy seriously has a face and body to die for but not on my vocabulary. My eyes are already immuned with thise kind of looks. He's just a bastard playboy heartbreaker and I don't wanna mess with him. Ayoko ng mga playboy na katulad niya.

He laughed hard but I don't care. Nilampasan ko lamang siya. Kung sino mang ungas yun, wala akong paki alam kahit hari pa iyan o presidente ng bansa, pakialam ko ba.

" Tabi jan, magbabayad ako" Pangiirap ko sa kanya. He just gave me a dirty smile.

" Ba't ka ba nagagalit ha. Did I do something wrong? I'm just being polite here" Aba't may gana pang magpaliwanag ang mokong na 'to. Leche talaga!

" Hindi ako galit okay!" Dahil nagtitimpi akong magalit.

" Hayaan mo na akong makabayad puwede ba at makaalis na nga ako dito" I spoke with finality. I slided the book to the cashier table. I was about to pay for it when he brought out his own choice of book ' The Hobbit' This guy is seriously into fiction books. I would somehow expect him to atleast be on romantic novels to or even erotic novels but come on! Fiction books? Seryoso ba 'tong taong to, madalang lang akong makakita ng ganito kagwapong lalaki na nagbabasa ng fiction. Sandali, binabawi ko yung salitang gwapo. Tangina, ang swerte niya naman kung sasabihan ko pa siya ng gwapo.

" I'll pay both" He said then brought out his black card

" No, I'll pay mine. I have-" I was cut off by him.