Tutor Girl (Emison)

Chapter 24

Emily POV

I am driving Alison home when Beautiful Girls comes on and I smile at Alison while she groans, "NOOO. Emily don't."

I laugh and raise the volume up. "YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL GIRL! THAT'S WHY IT'LL NEVER WORK! YOU HAVE ME SUICIDAL! SUICIDAL!" I grab Alison's hand and she cackles loudly as I sing to her loudly, and very off key.

I smile at her and she looks at me as we reach her house, "you're insane," she says after the song ends and I only smile wider, "insane for you."

I lean into her and press my lips to hers passionately and she reciprocates, kissing back with just as much force.

"I should head to practice but...see you tomorrow?"

"Of course," she whispers and I grin, getting out of the car and she frowns in confusion through the window but smiles once I open the door, holding my hand out, "my lady."

"How gentleman like," she says and takes my hand, letting me help her down. I walk her to her front door and I stare down at her fondly, "I'm happy that...that we're doing this. I really like you, Alison."

Alison smiles up at me, "I really like you too," she whispers and gets on her tippy toes, kissing my cheek, "thank you...for what you did. It takes a lot of guts to do that." I frown in confusion and shrug, "it didn't take anything. I just saw you and wanted people to know what you mean to me. It was simple."

"Well...thank you. It meant more than you know."

She opens the door and before she can walk away I pull her back to me and kiss her, "until tomorrow."

"Goodbye, Emily." She blushes and walks into her house, leaving me and I already feel lonely. I get back into my car and drive to the school for practice, my mind on Alison the entire time.

Alison POV

Emily.

I can't stop thinking about her! Ever since she kissed me in front of everyone I have been thinking about her and only her.

Her smile, her eyes, her lips. God her lips. Is this real? Am I really doing this with Emily? We are a thing. Emily Fields and Alison DiLaurentis are officially an item.

It sounds like a joke.

If someone told me a month ago that Emily Fields would kiss me in front of the entire school, I would've laughed in their face.

"Hey. What was uh...that little event outside there?" Mom is smirking at me and I blush in response, "it was uh..." "Emily kissing you?" She smirks even more and I only blush more, "mommmm-" "what? Emily's definitely a looker. She's sweet. So...you're gay?"

I widen my eyes, "what?! No! Emily she's...I don't know. She's not..."

"Just because she has a penis Alison does not mean she isn't a girl. Does she say she's a girl?"

How in the hell does she know these things? "N-no. Emily is what she is. She defines as several things. It changes. She says she is gender-fluid. I say Emily is a she but it's...different with her and I don't know mom. I could be gay or I could be straight. I could even be bisexual-" "It's okay. You don't need to know."

I sigh and take a breath, then smile again, "she is good looking, isn't she?"

Mom laughs and nods, "definitely. And what a gentleman."

I blush and nod, "yeah...she is."

"Goodnight sweetie," Mom says and I kiss her, "night. Tell daddy I said goodnight."

"Will do sweetheart."

I go to bed thinking exclusively about Emily and the next day, I go through my normal classes and Emily catches me in the hall, "Al."

She grabs my hand and I gasp as she pulls me into a separate classroom. "What's going oh-" she cuts me off with a kiss and I smile into her lips until she pulls away, "I couldn't stand not being around you. I just had to kiss you."

I smile wider and sigh, "me too. Classes were killer without seeing you."

"Wanna walk to class together?"

"Yeah...that'd be...that'd be great," I whisper and Emily smiles, taking my hand into her own, walking us down the hallway as people stare at us and whisper. Some girls stare at me angrily, or just cry and run away.

Emily only holds her head high and sends a beaming smile throughout the halls. And it's her real smile. She's actually happy.

"Hello goals one and goals two. How is my favorite duo?" Aria walks up and Emily chuckles, "thanks Aria...for the date. It meant a lot."

Aria grins and winks at Emily, "had to make up for my bitchy attitude somehow, right?"

"Well it's all forgiven, promise," I say and Aria beams at me, "thank you Tutor Girl."

"Hello HM!" Aria greets Hanna as she walks up to Emily and I.

"Hey. Hey," she smiles smally at me and I smile back, "hey."

"So...you two finally happened, huh? About time," she tries to lighten the tension but I can see Emily tensing up more and more with Hanna being here so I tighten my grip on her hand and move closer to her.

Emily notices my gesture and breaks her intense stare down the hall to look down at me, that beautiful beaming smile resurfacing. "Yeah. It is," she says and leans down to kiss the top of my head.

I feel more butterflies and Emily walks into the room, pulling me behind her and I go to sit down but Emily calls me over, "Als. Sit here." She points to the seat next to her on the lab table and I smile gently, then make my way over.

I sit down and Emily smiles at me, "I get Alison and a nerd. What a package."

I gasp and slap her arm, "don't be an ass."

"You're right, my bad." Noel walks over and frowns, "what's this?"

"This is my new lab partner. Sorry dude." I smile apologetically and feel guilty when his face falls, clearly hurt so I turn to Emily, "you should sit with him-" "what? Alison no." She quickly grabs my hand and looks at Noel, "Alison's old partner was Theresa. Sit with her, man."

Noel's face then lights up like a damn Christmas tree. "Okay! See ya." He sprints to his new table and I chuckle, "what a skeez."

"Yeah..." Emily smiles at me and we get through class, me helping her understand the notes and her trying really hard to comprehend. She's so cute when she furrows her eyebrows in that cute little confused way that she does.

After class Emily walks me to my locker and grins, "alright I should go to class but..." She kisses me and I smile as she pulls away, "kiss you later."

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS TO LEAVE ALL OF MY SHIT IN 2016! TIME TO START OVER! I CAN'T WAIT! I want to actually be myself for once and not be afraid to tell people that I am gay and be proud of it, instead of scared and embarrassed.

That's my goal for this year.

2017 is the year of self acceptance.

You guys can help grade me on it, k? 

Deal?

And starting the year off, I asked my long-distance girl to officially be my girlfriend soooo I'd say that's a happy new year, yeah?

Review and comment!

~stay fearless~

Caleigh <13