Raura Oneshots

When you wanna be with someone but you cant

Do you know that feeling when you wanna be with someone (your boyfriend) but you just cant (because he is on tour in another country)

Your lucky if you don't. I am dating the love of my life. He really is. He is the sweetest and he cares so much about not only me but everyone he loves (like his family) His name is Ross. Ross Lynch. Ross is super famous. I mean I am an actress too but he is additionaly in a band with his siblings and ...well you probaly know who Ross Lynch is anyways. 

We were best friends for years. 12 to be exact. I always had other friends too but he is the only one I have actually been best friends with for that long. We just had something special. I trusted him the most. By the time I turned eighteen I realized my feelings for him. They were more than friendship or best friend feelings. It was a crush. I never told him though. I was afraid. Things happened and he kissed me on my 19th birthday. I still dont know how he figured out that I liked him but I guess I was a bit oblivious. 

Days later he brought me red roses and asked me to be his girlfriend. (I did say yes XD). We have been dating ever since (3 years) and I couldnt ask for a better boyfriend. He is super romantic too. (and he does look good especially after his new hair cut )  _Had to bring that in. I liked his short hair way better XD_

And now he is doing a world tour. Dont get me wrong of course I am happy for him and the whole band. They are so talented and have worked hard to begin with but I do miss him. A lot. 

I think about him a lot bc thats what I always do when I cant be with him and just cant forget about him 

(okay I will stop now with R5, Ross songs)

But thats how I feel. This morning I got up at like 8. If Ross were here he would have made me not get up before 11 bc he would want to cuddle with me and stay in bed. He would hold me close and I could lie on his chest. We often do this on Sunday. Later on I would make pancakes. I did this this morning as well but there was noone acting like a child and being happy with that adorable smile. 

I finished my breakfast alone, no Ross to talk too, laugh with or flirt with. Afterwards I went to shower. At first I was annoyed by his sexual references everytime I said I had to go shower or when I undressed in front of him but now I even miss them.

if I only could be with you right now

When I watched a movie later on it was another one of those "when I could only be with you right now" Ross would have loved that movie. It was super romatic. Watching romantic movies together always was our thing. My sister never wanted to watch those cheesy romances with me but he always enjoyed them. Even before we were dating I would come over to his house and we would watch movies together. Sometimes 5 in a row. I smiled remebering those old times when we were still teenagers. I am 21 now, pretty grown up (even though I dont always feel like it)

After the movie I cooked dinner. For myself. I dont eat that much so I barely had to do any cooking. Somestime Ross would cook. He does amazing pasta. He always cooks to much though and we have to eat the pasta the next day too and sometimes the day after that. Its fun how he keeps doing the same mistake over and over again. Dinner without him is no fun. I cooked a small bit, ate it in silence and did the dishes. No Ross that would put the soap on me or anything. He is sometims very childdish and silly but thats what makes spending time with him so fun. 

I went out that evening with a couple friends. Good friends but they cant replace Ross as my best friend/longest friend. It was somewhat fun but Ross funny jokes (corny, bad jokes that only I like) were missing. I also saw a few couples hugging each other or kissing. Ross and I have been in that club making out before. So sad we can't do that right now.

No matter what I do, I am wishing to be with him so much and it hurts that I cant always be with him, in his arms. But the good news is he will come back from tour in 2 weeks. Only 2 more weeks of missing him until we can hang out all day and kiss again.

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Welcome in 2017.

2 months without updating are over. I know its been a while and I am sorry.

Tell me how you like this. The more you comment and like the more likely I am to update within the holidays again.

I dont find the time to update/write at all when I am having school. I barely have any free time anyway and if I have like 1 or 2 hours a day I rather spent them doing something relaxing. Dont get me wrong, writing is FUN for me but its still kinda exhausting. In holidays I have much more free time and also not much work to do so I can write better there.

I also updated my other story today, go check it out if you havent. I will also update a couple of my other books in this vacation and if you vote and comment enough I will also write another oneshot. 

Hope 2017 will be a great year for you all and that someone is still reading this story.